Stomach Tied In Knots

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Oh, my stomach's tied in knots

I'm afraid of what I'll find if you wanna talk tonight

See the problem isn't you, it's me, I know

I can tell, I've seen it time after time

And I'll push you away...I get so afraid


{Vic}

As I pulled in the garage with Copeland I felt like bashing my head against the wheel repeatedly. The last couple days had been the stuff of nightmares and instead of letting all the shit Kellin and I go through continue to pile up we need to lay these demons to rest.

The rumor about my child could be disproven easily.

The album can be checked off the infinite list of Things That Need To Happen, when Kells and I finish our collab.

Our relationship...not so much. Relationships are never easy. It's even harder when the both of you don't know what you are yet.

And as for our unfortunate body swap, I'm not even sure that Kellin gave me the full explanation. That idiot probably summoned a crossroads demon for all he knows.

I picked Copeland up and out of her car seat and walked into the house where I was immediately hit with a corpus amount of apologies from Kellin.

"I am so, so, so sorry. This is all my fault. If I hadn't missed band practice then we wouldn't be in this situation right now," he started to hyperventilate and latched onto my shoulders.

I shrugged him off of me.

"It's okay." I gave Kellin a reassuring grin that I'm sure even gave myself a boost of confidence.

"What do we do now?" He looked up at me with hopeful eyes. I honestly wanted to sleep all this stress off, but someone had to be the grown up and work everything out.

"I need to call Mikey, to make sure he hasn't blabbed about my mystery child."

He nodded dutifully.

"But for that to happen, I'll need you to speak."

He did a double take like he had forgotten he was in my body, "Oh. Right."


I wrote down exactly what I wanted him to say, and then called Mike.

My brother answered on the first ring screaming in Kellin's ear, "First of all, chill bro."

It became silent on the end of the line.

Kellin began to read from the prompts I've been writing.

"Did you tell Ma yet?"

"Of course I didn't fucking tell Mom! This is your mess Vic!"

"Well it's a good thing you didn't because...I actually don't have a kid. Surprise!"

"I'm confused," Mike sighed heavily.

"You know the Sirens guys...they're idiots, I said something about Kellin's kid and they thought I was talking about my own."

Mike didn't sound entirely convinced but he let it slide, "Look...Vic, I know it's your life and all, but don't –...never mind, I'll tell our guys and clear up the mess...talk to you later bro."

"Bye Mikes."

As Kellin finished the phone call, I put the finishing touches on my tweet. Which turned out to be a series of tweets because 140 characters is totally not enough to sort out a controversy.

I let out a huge breath of air seeing that the dust was settled.

Kellin started to challenge my choice of words, "My guys are not idiots."

"Sure Jan," I yawned and walked away.


a/n

hellllooo everyone its been a while and i think I'm gonna start writing more again.. shocker right?

i started a brand new fic called "You had me at 'down with cis' " its a frerard and it's about trans gerard don't fight me over it okay

-lola


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