Dream (ashannie)

Eight

Annie

After this wonderful 'date' with Asher or whatever you want to call it. I headed home with a huge smile on my face. It was one of the most amazing and exciting mornings of my life. I've never experienced anything like it.

Back in Maryland my ex wasn't really romantic or anything special just a douche bag. I wish I've never met him maybe I would be this screwed up. Let's just say he was involved with bad people and he did a lot of bad choices than made him end up in juvie. I won't get into details since it's painful for me.

Remember when asher wanted to tell me something he didn't, maybe because we had such a lovely morning he didn't wanted to ruin it. I don't know why but I really hope I found out soon or I will get crazy thinking about it nonstop.

***

Few hours have passed and Kenzie came over to help me get ready for Carson house party. Which I wasn't looking forward as much considering what happened between me and Carson last night. We kissed! And it was awkward when John and Hayden had to see it.

Still haven't talked to Johnny about that I'm coming to the party too. I don't care what he thinks. I want to do more things by myself and he or even my father won't stop me for being me.

***

"Come on, Anns! You should wear this top with this skirt! It's super cute" Kenzie squealed with happiness. I tried it on once again, is a red lace up top and just plain black skirt but for me it's weird wearing clothes like these since I don't ever go to parties.

"I don't know! I feel like a slut in these!" I said looking directly into a mirror.

"Thank!" She exclaimed. "Sorry- didn't mean to sound rude or anything. It's just not me." I replied. "Exactly! Didn't you said earlier. You want to fuck it, and do whatever you want. Come on be more rebellious" she winked at me.

"Okay! Fine! But I'm bring this white tee just incase I don't want to be on show so much" I added. "That's fine! It would still look hot. Since it's a white top and you wearing a red lace up tank top" she smiled.

***

After getting ready for the party, Kenzie and I, walked to Carson's house with Johnny. He still wasn't talking to me. Also, I could tell by his expression that he wasn't to thrilled to me go. But, he didn't even comment or say a word about why I was wearing or anything that wats trigger him. Maybe Kenzie told him something, I don't know.

At this party was everyone from our friendship group. Jayden, Lauren, Armani, Hayden, Asher and of course Carson since it's his house. There were also, a lot of people that I've never seen and some familiar faces from the football team. Oh, have I mentioned that Johnny got on the team.

"Annie! You looking sexy, baby" Lauren screamed at my face and hugged me. "I'm serious you should dress up more often and show off your beautiful figure. I wish I had that figure." She added. "Haha thank you, babes! You ain't looking too shabby yourself!" I winked at her. "Thank you! Thank you!" she giggled.

I could see Johnny not looking impressed by that comment and all the guys were glancing at me all night. "Wow!!" Asher added when he hugged me. "Damn, baby! You looking hot hot!" Hayden joked around. Oh, how I rolled my eyes at him once again and giggled. "Ha, thanks boys!" I'd smirked at both of them. I only did that just to see Asher's reaction which was priceless. He looked kinda shocked.

"Come on, let's dance!" Jayden screams holding pulling me to the dance floor. "I- I don't dance" I point out. "What! Of course you can I've seen you dance before. You're so good!" Hayden blurred out. "No!" I exclaimed loudly. "Come on! Anns!" Kenzie added. "You guys go, I don't feel like dancing" I added to my statement and walked towards the bathroom.

I love to dance. Dance is my passion. But since I broke up with my ex I haven't been practicing as much. And I haven't enjoyed it as much, either. I had face few times over the summer just to calm my self but I don't if it worked or made me more overthink about everything.

***

Few hours had passed and all the girls came running to me. "OMG! You won't believe what we just saw" Jayden blab out. "What?!" I questioned. "Oh, nothing- I mean. It doesn't matter. I think I drank too much. Hehe!" She squealed. Everyone was drinking at this party I had a drink or two but not much like Johnny. "Tell me! Now you have to since you said something!" I demanded from Jayden. "I don't know if I should. Lauren said she would tell you- oops I said too much! Byeee" she added then ran to the bathroom. "Wait?!" I ran after her. Jayden throw up just before she could make to the bathroom. "Oh, sweetie let me help you out" I helped her up and got her all washed up.

I could see tears fall down her face. "Hey, are you alright?" I questioned concerned. "I'm fine" she start to cry. "Oh, come here" I gave her a hug. I just left whatever she wanted to tell me earlier. Jayden has too much too drink and I think she should get some sleep. Kenzie helped me to find some quiet room in this house and lay her in the bed. She fell asleep straight away.

"Are you okay?" Kenzie asked holding her hand on my shoulder. "I'm fine! Is just that Jayden wanted to tell me something but then ran off and threw up. I wish she told me what she was on about. I just hate that everyone has to keep secrets from me!" I burst into tears. "Oh, no! babes don't cry. Come here. You know you can trust me with anything, right?" She ensured me. "I know but-" I got cut off my someone walking into the room.