Dream (ashannie)

Thirteen

Annie

Yes, I still need to tell you about Johnny's reaction was about him finding out that he was adopted. Only Hayden knows about it. Johnny didn't want to tell everyone, at least not yet until he finds out more about his past. But, it's been hard. His adoption files didn't say much just where he was born, Attaway. Which was a shock for all of us. My parents used to live in Attaway when they first met then decided to move to Maryland so our mother could have been closer with her parents. Our, grandma passed away shortly after I was born. I don't remember much about her. My parents don't talk about her much. I only know that it was one of the reasons why our mother started to use drugs, she wanted the pain to go away.

Johnny decide that he wanted to learn more about his past. So, we already know that he's from here and his family is probably or maybe still lives here. Which is nice I guess. Hayden keeps saying that Johnny and Lauren might be related since they do look a lot a like. That's exactly what Hayley said when she first met Lauren. And, it was exactly the same thought I had when I met her too. Johnny, didn't want to believe it so he ignore Hayden whenever he mentioned Lauren.

But, people started to getting notice. Jayden was asking a lot about Johnny maybe being adopted and all that. And, she also found out that Lauren used to have a older brother but apparently he passed away when he was born. At least that's what her parents told her and her sisters. Lauren has two older sisters. They both already finished school and have families.

So, after few more months looking into it. We found his parents. And everyone was right. It was true. The truth did hurt. I didn't actually wanted to believe it but it's true. Lauren and Johnny are real siblings. I can't believe. I was so happy for him that he finally found them but on the other hand so upset that it was people that I already knew.

Lauren was heartbroken when she found out that Johnny is her older brother. She confronted her parents. They were both shocked that they found each other. They never wanted anyone to know the truth. They didn't want anyone know that Johnny was their son. They did know who he was the first time when Johnny and I, went to Lauren's house. Lauren was just saying back then, that her parents were sick so that's why they didn't introduced themselves. But, now it makes sense why. They were scared that their daughter would found out the truth, the truth that she has a brother.

Now, Johnny and Lauren hang out more together they wanted to learn more about each other. Which was nice, but I was jealous that she was taking my  brother away from me but that's not the case. Lauren wanted only to know him better and kept asking her parents why but I don't think they will ever say why. I mean they haven't for the past 2 months so, idk when it will happen. But, if it does I will update you guys.

Johnny have tried and talk to his biological parents but no matter what he did they shut the door in front of him and didn't listen. I feel so sorry for him. Finding out his whole life was a lie that must've spark so many bad decisions that he made since finding out. I really hope everything will go back to normal or at least will become normal in time.

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Moving on to today. Johnny has been doing better, he started to have little conversation with his real parents. They still don't seem keen on knowing him they are only doing this so Lauren would stop begging them about the truth. They're trying to make a connection with him but it's not going that well. Once a week they go out for breakfast and just talk. I don't know about what. Johnny doesn't talk about it.

When he comes home he just shifts his thoughts to something else like writing new music or deciding who to screw next. Since, Hayley been staying with us for the last 2 weeks he's been busy driving her around and practically babysitting her since she didn't want to spend as much time with me. I hope we will reconnect our connection and become as close as we used to be back in Maryland. Now, Hayley barely talks to me and doesn't update me about anything. She, just keeps everything to her self.

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Since it's summer time. Me and my friends decided to go to a cabin and have the best time ever for a week. There's going to be so many people coming. Mine and Johnnys friends. There's going to be, Hayden ofc since he's practically everywhere. He's also bring a girl or two idk. He's still player. Also, so is Johnny he's also bringing a fuck buddy for the week. I have no idea who, she's a year below us. I don't even know her name. Carson and Matt are also coming. Greg wanted to come but he's out of state on that week, which is a boomer he's really fun to party with.

Jayden and Lauren are both coming and staying in the same room. Oh, and Kenzie is coming with Isaac, Johnny is not the most thrilled about it but he will probably be too busy screwing him new fuck buddy. And, I want my bff to come too so she's coming. Oh, I forgot Matt and Carson are also bringing girls. Matt is bringing Nadia. His girlfriend. Not the same Nadia that is friends with Asher. Different one that, also just finished Senior year in Attaway High School and is going to college. She's really nice. Carson is bringing his girlfriend Maddie. She's Kenzie's older sister that also is going to college this fall.

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Thank you so much for reading this chapter. In the next chapter is going to be start of the gateway at the cabin for a week. Hayley was going to come too but she has camp that week and a week after that so, she won't be joining into the fun. Mike and Nellie are too young and also at camp for the entire summer. So, that would leave the parents away for a week too. xxxx