Soul Fusion || HUANG RENJUN

Chit Chat Love

Renjun

i placed my chin on the surface of the table waiting for Doyoung to say something. The atmosphere was tense. so tense. The look on his face send shivers down my spine. It makes me wonder what's he going to say.

"Renjun ah do you know?" he raised his brows then glance at his sister.

"know what?" I was confused.

I can see Minyoung hanging her head low. Doyoung asked her if it's okay and she just nudge him away. he giggled and looked at me with serious experession. He then let out a laugh. It makes both of us kinda worried about him. It was low-key worrying though.

"Minyoung and you are destined to marry each other" he wipe his eyes.

"ouh" I answered shortly.

wait wut?!

"Huh?!" I shouted.
(Insert Chenle's high pitched voice)

"What do you mean marry?" my eyes widen.

"Marry as in having ties with Minyoungie?" I ask again.

He just nod to my questions. my lips shut itself tight. I don't know how to react.  How do they want me to react?

Am I suppose to be happy? Should I smile? Is she happy? What if she hates it? Is she going to agree? What if this is just a mistake?

My breathing started to tense up. I started to swallow nothing that my mouth are dry. My head begins to feel heavy. My palms started forming some cold sweats.

Minyoung

He seems troubled by the news. I reached out and cupped his cheeks. Not knowing what my body is doing I rest my forehead to his. 

"Hey it's okay. I'm here and you're okay" I muttered to him.

"I'm okay..." his voice shakes.

"Yes you are fine" I muttered.

Doyoung being the thoughtful brother he is, nudge me and left the place leaving me and Renjun alone.

It's panic attack. His breathing is very unstable. It worries me so much that I can almost feel pain.

"Hey look at me now" I pushed his face up to look at me.

His face are obviously pale. Eyes glistening with tears that are bound to fall. Lips pale and dry. A layer of sweat covering his forehead. He is in pain.

And I know nothing...

"It's not safe..." His voice barely make it's way out.

"Lock me up" His tears started spilling out.

Lock him up?

I took his hands that are shivering. Holding it tight as if my life depends on it. I look into his eyes.

There's something about his eyes right now. It's not sparkling even though there's so many tears. It's so dull and lifeless. It makes me feel like the boy infront of me isn't him. It's someone else and I don't want to know who. I'll hate myself if I want to know who. But that thing is hurting him.

"I've been bad. Please lock me up" he said.

His voice don't have the rythm it used to have. There's no harmony in it. It makes me afraid. It's terrifying.

"No... You didn't do anything wrong" I run my hair through his soft locks.

He started to shake his head as denial. Beginning slowly and keep going faster and stronger. I got up from my chair and went beside him. I got on my knees and take hold of his head. Forced it down so he looks at me and only me.

Absolutely knowing nothing to do. My body did works on its own making me closing the gap between us.

Renjun

I feel something soft on my lips. I opened my eyes and see Minyoung kissing me softly. I was shocked but didn't push her away. It seems wrong but felt so right.

After pulling away I can see the red hue on her cheeks. Soon I realized I didn't know what happend.

"What happened to me? And where's Doyoung hyung?" I asked her.

She tooks a deep breath.

"That fat bunny left and you got a panic attack just now" she said.

"What did I say?" I asked again

"You want me to lock you up" she looks at me with a concerned face.

I smack my forehead and shocked at the feel of the sweat on it. She giggles at me.

"So you tried to stop me by kissing me huh?" I tease her.

Her face must've heat up so much that the crimson colour on the apples of her cheeks worsen.

"My brain doesn't work for a moment there" she mumbles thinking I won't hear it.

"Sure love" I wiggle my eyebrows at her.

"Shut up!" She stood up leaving the place.

"Don't blow up like a cherry bomb love~" I said.

"I hate you Huang Renjun!" She shouted and fastened her pace.

I just laughed at her adorable attitude.

Panic attack huh?

A/N

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