Depression and Tears ( Short, I know. )

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I pulled the blankets over my head.  

You can sleep your problems away, right..?

A knock came at the door. 

" El? El. I'm coming in. " Louis' voice startled me. I groaned.

I rolled my eyes. 

" Go, away. " My voice shaked 

He close the door, slightly.

I pulled the comforter up farther.

" Well, I don't know what to say.." he sighed., he took a seat next to me, and the bed weighed down.

I sniffled.  

" I won't go, if you dont want me to. " he suggested. 

I stayed quiet. 

I felt his arms wrap around me.

His breathing matched mine.

Just keep thinking about him leaving. Horrible. Since we've been together so much.

What if I end up in the hospital again, and he's not here?

What if Louis' gets drunk and.....

What if he leaves me?

What if.....

At this point Im already sulking in tears. 

" Don't leave me. " I whispered. He knew what I felt. It would be too much. 

I turned and faced him. 

" Don't. Please. " I whimpered.

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DARBIS POV

I sat on the couch, twiddling with my thumbs. 

Liam sat across from me. I felt his eyes on me.

I looked up, but quickly looked back down when our eyes met.

" You haven't said anything. Are you alright..? "  

His voice spoke with worry. 

" Yeah. It is what it is I guess. I just can't stop thinking about El. Shes so heartbroken. " I sighed nervously.

I looked over and saw Harry and Zayn talking quietly. Niall was on the phone, talking to his new girlfriend , Paige.

" God, I knew this would happen. " My hands fell to my face.

" Wha- "

" I knew getting involved with famous people, would mean getting hurt. I didnt think it would hurt this much. " I continued.

He rubbed my back, and I leaned into his side. 

" I'll miss you so much. " he said, voice shaking.

" Well 3 months. Better than years. " I shrugged.

" But I'll miss you too. " My heart half smiled.

A tear slid down my face.

" When do you leave? " I asked.

" 2 days. " he frowned.

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