Alpha Second Chance

Chapter 34

Very very very long chapter 😊 and 3 point of views and I'm sorry if there is so much mistakes

Isabelle pov

After Logan talked to me about him that this all is just nightmares so I woke up next day and took shower I have responsibilities my pack they are all worried , I stayed in office for two days and work I couldn't sleep because of the nightmares.

It's been days I haven't talked to anyone so I thought tonight I'm going to eat dinner with them , I didn't hear anything from Xander he's sad I ignored him his my mate god my life is so fucked up

I took a shower and wore a black t-shirt and a black high waist ripped jean with black snickers and braided my hair

I go downstairs to dining room and saw everyone sitting talking except Logan and Xander they are both playing with there food

" good evening everyone " I said and few gasps everyone is staring at me I walk towards my chair

" are you ok sis " Logan mindlink me I nod Logan smiled I kissed his forehead and sat down

" eat " I told them glaring they all are whispering from the fear

I really want to kill some one so badly as l testet the blood from the steak my hands are itching I haven't killed since the attack because I'm angry

After dinner I left the room and walked towards my office I unlock my office door suddenly a arm wrapped around me , i know wo is it his from his scent , he pushed me against the door and started kissing my neck " I missed you so much why did you ignore me " Xander asked and bite my mark angrily why I know he's upset I ignored him but his angry why " i had rough days I'm sorry " I said did I just apologized fuck he hummed god his scent is so good

he look up I saw sadness and anger in his eyes but also happy and also love

Love.

The word itself sound sometimes like a dream no one will love me wo loves a monster.

he cupped my face and caressed I shut my eyes and lean into his touch " why didn't you tell me I'm here for you bella your my mate " Xander said his eyes full of sadness

I shook my head he looked down and took a deep breath " bella Baby please tell me let me in I can't see you like this please open up to me " Xander said

I shook my head once again " why just why since I come in your pack everyone hides something from me I want to know please " Xander said run his fingers through his hair

He deserves to know but I don't want him to leave me you have to " I can't tell you " I said looking away " yes you can just tell me bella I need you to open up to me and let me in I can't take it anymore I will leave if you don't tell me " Xander said

My heart dropped he wants to leave me I sallow hard and took a deep breath and look up his eyes widened I will tell him and I don't care if he stays or not " no bella I didn't mean t.." I cut him of " I don't care anymore " I told him emotionless

He look at his down " I let someone in I let him in I don't let anyone in I needed him do you know what he did He broke me into tiny pieces " I said and continued

" I killed my parents my mate and his entire pack " I said blankly he stared at me speechless " wh..at " Xander shuttered " you want to know then I will tell you " I said I lean against the wall and looked out of the window

Xander pov

Omg I fucked up she told me she didn't care if I leave emotionless and she killed her..... mate and parents and his entire pack