//Dreams// <Taehyung FF> [ON HOLD]

Feelings pt.1

I texted Taehyung that I wanted to meet him after school tomorrow. Since I couldn't go to school today due to this fever, I really had to meet him and ask him for some guidance. I locked my phone and laid on my bed for a couple of minutes when i got a reply from Taehyung.

Tae: K. And why didn't u come today? Are u alright? Ur friend was worried about u.

I suddenly realised that I haven't told Lisa that I was sick that's why couldn't come to school today. Shit. She'll be so mad. She really cares for me and would've been so worried. I decided to call her. As soon as she picked up, she bombarded me with so many questions that it took me 5 minutes to digest all of them. "How dare you make me worried like that? You know I was so worried that I forgot it was Jungkook's birthday today. And now he's so mad and don't tell me you forgot too. I literally made you learn that." She stopped to catch her breath.  *OH GODDDD I FORGOT HIS BIRTHDAY! HOW RUDE OF ME!* "I'm so sorry Lisa, my fever wasn't lowering down. I had no choice but to skip school today, besides mum would never have let me go in this condition. And I'm so sorry I forgot his birthday too. I'll text him right now." I sounded so weak that my friend immediately softened her voice. "Ahhh, it's ok love. Just take some good rest. I'll handle him. You don't have to worry about anything." We bid goodbye to each other and I laid there and closed my burning eyes because they were getting heavier. I was feeling so guilty for not wishing Jungkook. I mean he was already so disturbed after what happened at the prom. I'm afraid he might feel isolated. I was drained in thoughts when my mobile screen flashed. It was a text from Jungkook.

Kook: How are you feeling now?

Me: Happy birthday kookie! I didn't forget about it. I'm so sorry for wishing u late. :(

Kook: Just tell me how are you now? Shall I come to ur place? I just want to make sure u're ok. And don't worry i'm not mad.I was gonna invite to my bday party but now that u're sick i'm afraid u won't come.

Me: No it's ok. I'm fine now. I'll be there.

Kook: But u should rest now. U dont have to show up. It's totally fine. ;) <3

Me: Don't worry. I'll be there <3

Kook: Thanks, Helena. I'm looking forward to meet u @ 7pm :)

I went downstairs to look for my mum. She was preparing lunch. I gathered my courage knowing she no way in hell would let me leave the house. I still went on sounding as strong as i could. "Mum, it's jungkook's birthday today and-" "You wanna go right?" She raised a brow making me even more nervous. "I- um, please mom let me go! Please, please, pleaseeee..." I was practically begging her and she smiled at my act. "I know you very well my dear. You wouldn't stop even if i tell you to so well yeah you can go but be careful not to drink any alcohol or eat something unhealthy. You still have a fever." I ran to her, hugging her tightly. "OMG! THANK U SOO MUCH MOM! I LOVE YOU!" She smiled amd patted my head. I told her the party starts at 7 pm so i would be leaving at 6:30. I pulled out a nice dress for the occasion. Knowing damn well that I would be the center of attention for Jungkook was sort of my close friend now. I had a crush on him and hopefully he would've forgotten that prom incident. I quickly got dressed as the time nears for me to leave for the party. I asked my sister to drop me off at jungkook's house as she had to drive off somewhere else from the same route as his house. She agreed and we reached his house at exact 6:30. I got out of the car and we both waved each other goodbye as I walked towards the entrance door nervously. I was still feeling weak and nauseous but I knew this is the only thing I could do to cheer him up after that prom incident. I knocked the door and it opened immediately and a  smiling Jungkook appeared from behind. I smiled at him sweetly as he took my hand in his walking me inside. I looked around seeing our classmates and some seniors enjoying the party. Dancing, eating, chatting and some were lost in each other. My face turned red when Jungkook suddenly entwined our fingers together. Oh God this is so romantic. I could see Lisa dancing with Yoongi and stopped when she noticed me. She quickly ran upto me hugging me tightly I chuckled at her act of affection. "You came! OMG that's so sweet of you Helena! I knew ny besst friend wouldn't turn down an invitation especially if it's by Jungkook." She winked as I stammered due to shyness. "W-well, you know I'm a party person." She nods with a grin. "Yeah, yeah! now enjoy." She laughs and walked towards Yoongi who had already gone towards the food table. I realised that my fingers were still between Jungkook's fingers. I cleared my throat trying to ease my nervousness but Jungkook wasn't leaving my hand. Oh God why is he so cute? I smiled at my own thoughts when I heard a female voice call out to Jungkook. "Kookie, did she come?" I looked up to see a graceful woman, probably his mother. I quickly bowed to her and smiles warmly at her. "Hello, you must be Helena right?" I nodded politely. "I'm Jungkook's mother. It's a pleasure to meet the girl my son wouldn't stop talking about." She teased him with her gaze as he heated beneath her gaze. I stood there baffled by her comments and quickly calmed myself. "It's a pleasure meeting you too Mrs. Jeon." I smiled. She shook my hand. Gladly, Jungkook had released my hand before his mum came here. Awww, what a shy boy. I was cooing over him. "Want some punch? Cookies?" He asks politely to which I nod and we both went towards the table to eat something. There were many delicious items and I savoured them fully.  After savouring ourselces with the food it was time for Jungkook to cut the cake. We stood beside him, he making sure I was close to him which made me coo over him more. He blew the candles and cut the cake as the room filled with cheers of joy and happy wishes. We ate the cake and everyobe went back to chayying and dancing, some leaving the party since it was ending. Lisa hugged me as she left with yoongi. Now it was Jungkook and me. My sister told me she would come and pick me up so I stood there waiting for her. It was 11pm and getting late. Jungkook took us to his balcony. Where we stood and looked at the stars as I waited for my sister. He was talking about random stuff when suddenly, he gently grabs my hand making my cheeks heat up. What is he doing? "We rarely get a time like this, don't we?" His eyes had a emotion I couldn't decipher. "Can I ask you something?" I nodded.
"Do you believe in love at first sight?"

*CHEESY JUNGKOOK, VERY CHEESY*

I chuckled at his question. He was confused as to why I was laughing. I just stood there smiling stupidly at him. "Well, maybe I do." He smiles stroking his thumb over my knuckles, sending shivers down me. He can make me feel things with just a simple touch. Great. "And what if I tell you that I'm starting to like you maybe more than like?" I stood there frozen. I never knew I would come to this stage in my life. I never had a relationship before. To think of it Junglook was the ideal man anyone would want. And me, well I already had a crush on him but...there was something not right. There wasn't
a spark in me when I heard him say that. Although my insides were flipping but still I couldn't find the right emotions. I stood there staring in those beautiful brown orbs as they looked down at me with utter feelings. I didnt realise that his face was now dangerously close. I closed my eyes deciding to let myself go with the flow.  I opened my eyes just to peek at his beautiful face but as soon as I opened I shreiked in horror as I saw Taehyung standing there. His icy stare boring into mine telling me to focus on him only. "You're mine." He carressed my cheek with his ice cold hands making me shiver under his touch. What was going on? Where did jungkook go? Am I dreaming but Jungkook was about to kiss me. I suddenly shot my eyes open upon being shook by someone. Wait what? I was asleep on Jungkook's couch as he wakes me up. "Your sister is here." He smiled as I quickly got up. "Thanks for today Helena, goodbye." We both hugged each other and waved each other as we part. I was so dreamy. He seemed so unreal and I didn't even know if that confession was real or my brain playing tricks on me. I hope it is real.