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Tell us about the last person who hurt you
I really trusted and respected them. I entrusted them my fears. They know my flaws and imperfections. However, they used it to hurt me. I thought they were genuine but they just tolerated. One of them even view my introvert personality like disease. She said I'm hard to deal with because of it. She said they sometimes felt bad whenever I turned down their invitation to go out/hang out with them. What could I do? I love staying at home. I love to be alone. One thing that I don't really like doing is bothering people. I don't want to bother my friends so I don't really invite people to go out. I always wait for them to ask me. There are times that I would go out through their persuasion. I thought these two people understand me.
It really is scary when you become close to someone and share things with them and just like that you got into an argument, dislike each other and become strangers. I am an aloof person so it is hard for me to befriend people and keep in touch with them. I only have a few friends (more or less 15 people that I consider friends) and most are just acquaintances. I treated these two people my close friends but they didn't feel the same way towards me. They have been tolerating all along. It was so disappointing but life is like that. You lose some of your fave people and it is normal. Life must go on and the pain will get healed in time. I'm grateful I knew them and spent good and happy times with time. Everything happens for a reason. I may not really know the reason of this situation for now but I'm quite glad it happened. :)
-Yuchae
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Introverted Being (2019 - Part 1)
De TodoThis started as a goal to write anything everyday in 2019. I've always wanted to do it no matter how short the piece is! ☺ It turned out to be like a memoir because the book talks about me, my life, my interests and my thoughts. So if you want to g...
