The Rise Of Ben Solo

The future...

The resistance become more help and the first order is stronger then ever...
Rey:I remember the moment... for 6 months  ago where Kylo Ren  and i teamed up to kill Snoke and the guardians...6 months  ago where i left him....6 months  ago where i had my last conversation with Kylo ... 6 months and i still think about him i think about his words... about his eyes ... just about him and i can't forget him. What is wrong with me? I always need to think about him?? Why?? I think i ...
Rey... Rey... someone said my name.. it was Leia.
Leia:Rey are you there?
Rey:Yes i'm there
Leia:Are you alright?
Rey:Yes... everything is okay..
Leia:Rey... tell me what is wrong?
Leia:Is it about Luke?
Rey:No it's not about him...
Leia:About kylo?
Rey:...
Leia:Rey... he is my son if you want to talk or you want to tell me something then tell me.
Rey:I will go to Chewie he need my help right now with the Ship

Leia:Okay..

Rey:It was a lie Chewie don't need my help.. i just want to end the conversation, i can't tell Leia about what happend, i can't do it..
It will break Leia's heart.. and my heart to.

I searched for a room where i can be alone and i find one.
Rey:I'm finally alone nobody can ask me questions nobody need my help right now.
I saw the broken lightsaber on the table, i need to fix it.
6hours later...
Rey:Why is this not working.. i don't know why i can't repaired the lightsaber.
I was so desperate.. so desperate that i started crying. I don't know what was wrong with me.
I falled asleep
I heard a voice... it was kylo's voice
You need a teacher... i can show you the way to the Force..
I waked up
Rey:What if Kylo was right? Maybe he was the only one who can show me the way of the Force.
Maybe that's the reason why i can't repair my lightsaber...
Whatever it was i need to find the reason...
To be continued...
Sorry for my bad english if i'm writing something wrong then just correct me.