2 months passed I still dream of her hugging me and shes crying and i just wake up because i could hear my self crying sometimes my mom wakes me up because she can hear me crying.
I was depressed i started cutting i wanted to end my life so i took painkillers and swallowed and i drank coke with it I read that some one could die if you did that but i ended up puking in the toilet I stopped talking to my family and i just lock my door and listen to music i would listen to emo screamo and hardcore rock music it made me feel powerful and alive i loved skillet (its a band) i felt as if the singer was talking about me i could breath again my dad noticed that i stopped straightening my hair and my face was always pale and i hade dark circles under my eyes.
Sometimes i would just sit and then start crying for no reason i wanted to die i had no reason to live i was depressed my room curtains were always closed and sometimes when i wanted to sleep i Felt someone pocking my back to its like a finger is goes up and down my back i was scared so i started shaking i was awake until 5am so i could see light and then sleep.
It became a routine one morning my mom told me that shes going to take me shopping i was forced And then i started crying my mom looked at me and asked:"hanna what's wrong??"
I replied:"nothing mom"
Mom:"you call that nothing tell me honey you can trust me."
My mom and i are very close she understands me and of course i trust her alooot so i said: ok, mom i am depressed and i feel like someone is in my room at night pocking my back up and down so i started sleeping at 5am and now i cant sleep because am too afraid mom ( i started sobbing)."
Mom:" (shocked) honey i don't believe in ghosts but I believe in paranormal activity because its true but listen honey i will take you to your aunt she will give you some holly water its fine it happens and they can't hurt you your safe with me. (Hugging me)
Me: "I Thought that you'll think that am crazy and you will laugh at me."
Mom:" no darling you are not crazy."
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