Untouched

A Rough Patch

There was a party going on at some random girl's place down the street from Steve Harrington's house. Inside, it was full of drunk people making out, talking, or dance up against each other. Outside, there were smokers and junkies talking and having fun. (Y/N) was kind of a Kermit when it came to going out and partying. She never liked alcohol, people, or dancing.

"(Y/N/N)! I'm soo happy you were able to make it!" Nancy waved at her from the kitchen door.

"Hey! I know! You and Steve were right, all that studying fried my brain. I really really need a break. Please give me something to take my mind off Finals on Monday! I'm literally going to explode!" (Y/N) groaned as the pair walked to the snacks and drinks in the kitchen.

"I know what you need!" Nancy grinned evilly. (Y/N) got a bad feeling in her stomach but asked her friend what it was.

"You need a hot guy to flirt and mess around with! That's gonna be my mission tonight. Steve and I aren't really talking right now but this will give me something to do!" Nancy was already looking around the party for a hot guy for (Y/N) but (Y/N) already knew who she was messing around with. Billy Hargrove, the town's hottest guy. (Y/N) and Billy have been secretly going out for a few months since he moved to Hawkins. They would go out on late night drives and have dates in diners outside of Hawkins. And if she was honest with herself, (Y/N) really wanted to be able to hold his hand in school or make-out with him in his car somewhere, anywhere, in Hawkins. But Billy had a reputation to uphold and being seen with (Y/N) exclusively could ruin it.

"Yeah maybe!" (Y/N) exclaimed. If Billy could fool around with other girls than why can't she do the same?

Nancy found Gary from Biology class and introduced him to (Y/N). Ever since then, they were inseparable. He was getting drinks for (Y/N), ones of which had no alcohol, and she was constantly flirting with him, making him feel good. You see, Gary wasn't such a great lookin' guy and so if any girl that gave him the slightest bit attention, he would follow around like a lost puppy until the girl eventually yelled at him to back off. (Y/N) didn't mind as Gary was kinda cool and sweet unlike Billy.

"Do you want to get some fresh air?" (Y/N) offered Gary as she trailed her finger down his arm. Gary nodded with a little too much enthusiasm before setting down his drink and taking her hand to lead her to the backyard. Billy had been watching the pair for quite some time with jealous eyes. He originally came in the house to find his lighter for his smoke when he saw Nancy introduce that fuckin' nerd to his baby. And for (Y/N) to have the nerve to flirt with him?! That made his blood boil, but he waited in the shadows, watching her kiss and flirt with the ass.

(Y/N) giggled as she tripped over the stairs. (Y/N) felt like she was drunk or high. If Billy felt like this when he was with other girls than she should do this more often!

"Are you having fun?" Gary asked as he pushed her into a tree far away from the house. (Y/N) smirked.

"I am now." (Y/N) grabbed his face and started kissing him. She finally felt like no one was holding her down. She didn't have to worry about school or about Billy because publicly they didn't even know each other. She was completely carefree.

(Y/N) felt Gary's hands starting to slide under her shirt. His hands were cold but that excited her even more.

"What the fuck are you doing!" The pair jumped away from each other and looked at the intruder. To (Y/N)'s surprise, it was Billy standing there, looking to punch Gary.

"Hey! N-nothing man! Just having a good time with her!" Gary put his hands up in surrender. He hoped that would be enough for Billy to not start a fight right now and the them alone.

"How did you know we were over here anyways! Aren't all the smokers and sluts closer to the house?" (Y/N) mocked as she put her hands on her waist, waiting for him to just smile and leave her alone. Her and Gary had gotten far from the party. Seeing as this house's backyard was big and leads into the woods like Steve Harington's house.

"Gary, I would suggest you keep you dirty, prick hands off my girl or I'll beat you until you black out."

"Hey, sorry man! I was just trying to have a good time! I didn't mean anything by it!" Gary exclaimed before taking off. It was quiet for a few moments; the only sound came from the cicadas and (Y/N) rubbing her arms in the attempt to feel less alone right now.

"Why did you ever think it was okay for you to just come to a party and slut your way around." Billy was eerily calm, calmer than he usually is when he gets angry at someone.

"I was giving myself to someone who did deserve it. Unlike some of the girls you "hang" with around town." The last sentence was said under her breath as she looked away from her "boyfriend".

"Those girls are different. They're truly sluts! But I thought you were different from them! I thought that you wouldn't get turned on at the first guy who shows you some attention!"

"Is that what you truly think of me? That-that I would just fuck any guy you even looks at me?! ARE YOU KIDDING?! I'm not the one who comes to school and brags about your new catch! I'm not the one that goes to parties and fails all MY classes! I'm not the one who drinks until you black out somewhere! I'm the one who you come to when you're drunk! I'm the one who takes care of you! I'm the one who stays in every night hoping that maybe you'll call me and invite me over and we can go drive somewhere! I am the one who fell in love with you but can't even get a call back or a 'hi' in the hallways! I am the one who saves myself for you! So, don't you come up to me and tell me that I'm the slut because one fucking guy wanted to get into my pants and that I let him! It seems like you have some new girl in your bed every night." By this time (Y/N) was a breath away from Billy. They were looking at each other's eyes, one filled with frustration and the other filled with tears and sadness.

"Billy. If you have any ounce of decencyanywhere in that toned body, then you'll stay the hell away from me. You'llstop messing with my head and you'll stop coming to me when no other girl wantsyou. I will not let another man make me feel worthless." (Y/N) gave a defeatedBilly one last look of despair before walking away with her arms around herwaist.