Damn shyness (Kid x Reader)

Part 3

You were in your room sitting on your bed with your dog next to you listening to music while you were drawing trying to distract yourself but you couldn't. You drop your notebook and start to pet your dog and look at your room. You like to be locked in your house but sometimes you also have the desire to go for a walk for a while, to get out of these four walls. You know that keeping yourself locked away from everyone is not right, that will only make your shyness worse and make you more depressed. Then you remember the bicycle that your uncle gave you a few days ago, you start thinking a bit.

-I can't be like this forever-You whisper-I have to make the change and it's time to start

You stand up and you go to the backyard where the bike was and you look at it, it's purple with flower designs, it had a pink bell and pink wheels. It looked very girly for your taste but you always think that it is better to have something than nothing so you keep looking at it and you sit on it noticing that the wheels didn't have much air.

-Why do you need a bike if you never go out -You get scared when you hear Kid voice so you get off quickly and look at him-Do you even know how to ride that thing?

-Ah ... I ... yes, I know how to ride it and ...-You look the other way-I'm thinking of using it to do a bit of exercise

-Alone?-You nod and Kid laughed making you feel embarrassed and he realice it so he stopped-It would be a little weird to see you go out alone and ... well ... maybe leaving that house for a while will be good for youl, plus you walk your dog every morning so it'll be basically the same only ... you'll be alone on a bike

-Yes ...-You try to calm down-Anyway, the wheels have no air so I can't use it-You look at the bike-Maybe it's a sign that I shouldn't go out-You whisper

-Hey ...-He sees you walk inside and he stares at the door-I don't think I should have laughed and say that-He whisper

-You really blew it-Now Kid is the one who freaks out when he hear Killer

-What are you talking about? did you hear us?

-Yes, she is very shy and it seems that she was having the courage to go out but you laughed at her, killing her motivation

-I ...- He looked at your house but back to him-How were you so sure she was going to ride it? the fool was probably just looking at it

-She can be shy but I think she is the type of person who would do something if she really proposed it, but with a person like you only make her motivation go down, I hope you haven't ruined it too much

-It's not my fault that she sensitive and take people's stupid comments seriously

-So you admit that laughing and saying those things was stupid of you?

-Yes ... I mean no ... I ... go to hell Killer, since when should we care about the feelings of a weird like her?-He said angry

-We have to avoid having problems here, have a low profile so if you don't have anything good to say to her or anyone, you should better keep your mouth quiet

Kid opens his mouth to say something but closes it again and began to walk inside the house trying to forget what happened. You walk into your room and you sit on the bed and put your hands on your face thinking about what he said and hos laugh, making you feel completely stupid. You were really going to look weird being alone on a bicycle without going to any destination, you feel stupid just thinking about it. You bite your lip and try to calm down and try to think positive.

-No, I can't let this affect me, I have to ignore people's comments-You whisper-Besides, I'm not the only one who will ride a bike alone, there are no rules that say that I must be with friends for that, the people who see on the bike won't even pay attention to me, so I'm going to ride that bike because I can and because I want to