Damn shyness (Kid x Reader)

Part 5

After that day, you and Kid didn't talk, even when you went to give the food as a thanks for the bike, the one you handle it to it was Killer. You did what you propose yourself, go out with your bike every day except when it's raining, you get tired quickly and your legs hurt but that will only happen until you start to get used to it. Kid would sometimes look out the window and see how you were leaving, even on the first day he wouldn't stop looking at the window until you come back and he liked to see the determination in your eyes.

It was Saturday and Kid and Killer were at they house playing video games but suddenly they hear a scream of someone arguing.

-Look what a surprise, this time it's not us making noise-Kid says

-It seems that the discussion coming from (y/n) house-Killer says-And it must be her mother arguing with someone on the cell phone since no one else is screaming

-SHUT UP-They hear you scream

-That girl can scream?

Kid says and hears that a door was closed very hard and they still hear your mother arguing but they didn't hear you again, they look at each other but a minute later they hear another door close very hard. They quickly look out the window and see you walking very angry and your mother opens the door also angry.

-WHERE ARE YOU GOING?-You ignore her-OKAY GO, IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S A BIG DIFFERENCE SINCE YOU'RE ALWAYS IN YOUR ROOM, IT FEELS THAT I LIVE ALONE MOST OF THE TIMES

You keep ignoring her and she closes the door very hard, you bite your lip trying to hold back your tears and you keep walking without looking back. Kid and Killer look at each other a bit surprised with the situation, since you two almost never make noise and much less having arguments so they are curious to know what was the cause of that anger.

-What the hell just happened?-Kid says-The girl can scream and get angry, where do you think she's going?

-She's probably going to find a place to be alone-Killer says-Or maybe she's just going to walk to calm down-He see Kid get the car key-Where are you going?

Kid remains silent and looks for his phone and then leaves and Killer follows him. You keep walking for twenty minutes not knowing where to go, you keep feeling angry and holding back tears but then you see a bus so you quickly walk in and sit looking out the window. You always try to avoid arguments with your mother, but there are times when you can't stand your mother scolding you for nonsense, making you feel that you have committed a crime and today you were not in a good mood to bear it thanks to your father who wrote you some things that make you feel bad. You try to think of something to distract yourself but after a few minutes the bus stops and you see a park, so you go out and sit down. You feel relieved that there was no one to see you in the state you were but then you bite your finger, doing that always helps you not to cry, you focus on the pain and when you feel that your tears stop, you slowly release your finger.

-I have to resist, crying doesn't solve anything

You say in a low voice angry at everything, even at yourself, you wanted to scream and cry or explode just to take out everything you've been putting up with for so many years. You put your hands on your face and tried to avoid negative thoughts and stop feeling like garbage. While you were thinking, a guy saw you while he was walking and saw your bag so he went to grab it and you quickly notice it, so you also hold it standing up.

-Let go of it-The guy say

-No, please, I have nothing of value-You say scared

-Then let go of it bitch