Should've Been Me

Back To Being Friends Pt. II

Lela

I don't know whether it's the Hen or not but I'm on my seventh orgasm and he hasn't stopped yet. Right now he's basically drilling me to the bed while I scream my head off. I have NEVER been fucked like this.

"Damn Snug! Shit! Give me my pussy baby, give it to me. Shit, right there! There go my spot baby. Keep that ass right there for daddy!"

I rolled my eyes. Is he going to tap out soon? Like, don't get me wrong, this is amazing. The dick is always bomb. But a bitch is tired. I'm too old for this shit. I felt my eyes roll back as another orgasm shot through me.

"Oooooohhhhh!"
"Hell yeah Snug! I love you girl!!! Arrrgghhhhh!!"

Finally! And when I tell you he let go, I mean, he filled me the hell up. Just the feeling of all that in me was too much and it sent off another wave. Nine orgasm in... two hours. He's been going for TWO HOURS!

I pulled the sheet up as he laid on my chest. I rubbed his back as he cuddled into me.

"I love you, Snug."
"I love you too Bub."

I kissed his head and wrapped my arms around him. I heard his light snoring and chuckled. I love how he could sleep but right now my mind is too wired.

I kept thinking about my situation. I always told myself that I never wanted to divorce. I took my vows seriously. But Antoine is just not the man I thought I married.

I just wanted someone to love me as much as I love them. To cherish me and be there for me. And to only want me. Antoine has done none of those things. When I had my second miscarriage that was actually our child, he was in Australia filming a movie. When I had Asia, he was stuck in the studio, helping edit. When I had Brando, he was there but... I wished he wasn't. His attitude and vibe really brought me down.

I laid back with Nas still in my arms as I felt my eyes getting heavy. I rubbed his head and smiled at his slight moan before finally going to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, there was banging on the room door. Nas was still knocked out so I got up, threw on a robe, before slightly limping to answer the door. When I opened it, Viv, Holly, Erica and Simone were standing there.

"Giiiirrrrrrllllll!"
"Okay! I need all the details!"
"What you mean?"
"Girl! You last night! Rodney was knocked out but I could hear what was going down!"
"Oh my God!"
"Oh my God is right. Damn Lee, details!"
"Where he at?"
"Shhh. He's sleep!"
"Well, come over. Rodney is playing golf with the fellas."

I looked back at Nas before sliding into my shoes and going in the room. As soon as the door closed, they started screaming and stuff.

"Girl, I knew it!"
"Lela out here living baby!"
"Should I call the others?"
"Uhh, we'll catch up with them later."
"Fine! But start talking! I need all the details!"

I sighed before sitting down and crossing my feet under me. I decided to tell them everything.

"I've never really gotten over Nas. While I loved Antoine, Nas always had a soft spot from the moment I saw him. Most of y'all know. And when I saw him again... it just woke up something in me."
"Damn girl... I noticed you said loved. What's that mean?"
"I- I guess I... no longer have feelings for him. I, think I'll always be thankful to him for my children, but... I'm not in love with him anymore."
"So, does that mean you're in love with Nas?"
"I don't know. I-I think so...?"
"Giiirrrrllll, yes!!"

We all giggled but I soon stopped to look down, ashamed. Holly noticed and pulled on my hand.

"Lela, what's wrong?"
"I broke my vows. I'm no better than he is."
"Lela, Antoine hasn't been a good husband to you. From day one. Don't beat yourself up like this. You've been there for him from the jump and he hasn't been there for you."
"I know..."
"Then don't you sit here, feeling bad. He's not here. Enjoy your trip. But you need to prepare for the conversation you need to have when you get home."
"I guess you're right..."
"Girl, yes! Now, go in that room and take a shower and get dressed. We're supposed to hit St. Tropez in about 4 hours!"

I laughed and went and did what they said. By the time I was finished, I noticed Nas had also showered and gotten dressed. He looked so sexy in his fresh polo and white shorts. He shaved and trimmed his mustache. He looked so handsome. I put on a blue dress and a white sarong. I slide into my white and blue sandals before combing my hair. I put on a white sun visor and we walked out of the room. Nas was holding my hand and we were talking as we walked down to the deck. We let each other's hands go as we walked up to the group.

"There go my girl!"

I hugged Tina and Vanessa as Holly, Viv and Simone eyeballed Nas. He waved at them before playfully throwing punches at the fellas as he walked up.

We could see St. Tropez as the yacht got closer to the dock. There were a few people waiting at the dock and I felt my heart drop as I noticed Antoine standing there. What the fuck was he doing here?

"Lela, I thought you said Antoine wouldn't be able to make it?"
"I thought so too."

When the yacht finally stopped, everyone got off and Antoine walked up to me. I smiled awkwardly as I looked around, meeting Nas eyes. God, this wonderful trip is about to turn weird quickly.