Enslavement Turns To Love ( COMPLETED )

Chapter 23: Heartbeat!

Kim's POV

MY HEART WAS BROKEN INTO PIECES! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HE WILL DO THIS AGAIN! NILOKO NANAMAN NIYA AKO AT HINDI KO NA KAKAYANIN PA KUNG MARAMDAMAN KO ULIT ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO NAGYON.

naglalakad ako palabas ng parking lot, I was astonished! heartbroken and frustrated! kitang kita ng dalawang mata ko yung ginawa nilang kababuyan. Hindi na sila nahiya dito pa sa parking lot.

halos hindi ko na makita yung dinadaanan ko my face was full of my tears, I can feel the sadness in my atmopshere! pababa na ako ng hagdan ng may humawak sa braso ko.

"Kim" Isaac lang pala, akala ko susundan ako ni Adrian, pero I was wrong, mali nanaman ako.

"let go" still crying pa rin ako, hindi ko na kaya tong nararamdaman ko, sasabog na ata ang puso ko sa sobrang sakit.

"it's okay" I felt Isaac's comfort, niyakap niya ako at niyakap ko na rin siya. I cried in his arms! at tinatap lang niya ang likod ko, lalo akong napapaiyak sa ginagawa niya.

"pagod na ako Isaac, iuwi mo nalang ako, Please" he just nodded! tahimik lang kami sa kotse, ayoko ng ganito. Masyadong tahimik lalo ko lang kasi naaalala yung kanina! I can't explain this feelings, mixed emotions ako.

Masakit, kasi niloko nanaman niya ako, at ako nagpaloko nanaman sakanya! ang tanga tanga ko.

Malungkot dahil iniwan ako ng taong mahal ko, lagi naman ako iniiwan! I am always left behind. I was left by nothing! All is gone! Myself is the only one I have, nothing more, kaya hindi ko na kakayanin pa kung may gawin man ako sa sarili ko.

Regrets, tama bang binigyan ko siya ng second chance? tama ba na nagpaloko ako sakanya? ang bobo mo naman kasi Kim, bakit ka kasi nagpadala sa salita niya? bakit ka nagpadala sa kalambingan niya.

I turned on the radio, shit naman yung tugtog. Bakit ito pa? medyo luma na siya pero tagos eh tagos sa puso ko, masyado akong nasasaktan!

( NP: IT'S OVER NOW by: KYLA )

"don't dare to turn off the radio" sabi ni Isaac, papatayin ko na sana yung radyo pero pinigilan niya ako.

"bakit naman, gusto mo atang lalo akong masaktan eh" naiiyak nanaman ako, pesteng luha to.

"iiyak mo lang lahat Kim, huwag mo kasing KIMkimin, Just let your feelings burst! dito lang ako" he patted my head! geez hindi ako sanay kay Isaac na ganyan, usually he is always shouting, cussing, nangaasar pero ngayon ibang Isaac yung kaharap ko. The music is now playing, my tears starts to fall.

You, you turned and walked away 

I didn't know what to say

I close my eyes to hide

The pain I felt inside

I could never understand

How love went out of hand

And now, there's nothing I can do

tama, pag ako nasasaktan lagi ko nalang tinatakbuhan! Lagi ko nalang sinasarili, kinikimkim ba! pero mali ako the more pinipilit kong maging masaya, na hindi ipakita yung tunay kong nararamdaman lalo nagsusumamo yung feelings ko, And this time  I can't hide it! I cried all of my feelings and hatred!

Though the feeling hasn't passed

Sad to say our love didn't last

Please don't ask me to pretend

Cause to know it's over