"Even though I'm alone in my room,
Why do I feel like I have company..."
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Soon everything in her life will change,
Soon she will realize that myths may be more than just "old stories".
Soon she will meet...HIM
But what she doesn't kno...
Wait, what am I saying...Is not like I could talk to her, I'm a chicken. I bet when I see her I'm going to panic and act like a statue. I always get flustered around her and she doesn't even know I exist.
I stood up and changed into my clothing. I usually dress really comfortable and like to use glasses but today I went for a mysterious and edgy look.
My pack bullies the shit out of me daily and says I'm the typical mommy's boy...
Really..? Like...Come on man...
I'm the Alpha of the group! Ugh, what a hard life...
Today I have to try my best and act like a "bad boy". I'm just cringing at the thought if I'm honest. I've tried it before and I always end up making a fool of myself.
My pack needs a Luna, and I completely understand why they tell me to go out and find her. However, I already found my mate...They simply don't know about it...yet.
It's a long story. Let's just say it's a secret between the Moon Goddess and me.
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I was certain that today was going to be challenging.
I have to be different. I have to act differently. I have to speak differently.
Basically, I have to be the opposite of my true self. I just can't let her recognize me when she sees me after today. I know she is not ready to explore the werewolf word so I have to be careful and act like a human. A "normal human"
I'm the type of person to wait and be patient but I just couldn't resist anymore.
I see her every day of my life but she doesn't see me. I need to at least hear her voice talking to me before I continue to be with her in the shadows...
That is all I need.
One word from her.
————- 6:00 pm
Not going to lie, I'm freaking the fuck out
Y/n is like the most badass woman out there. She literally kills with her stare... I have to admit I have panicked and gotten scared before when she was angry.
And I'm not even the one she was angry at.
I'm just...
A good boy
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"Hey Y/n! Look how stupid and innocent your future mate that was bonded to you since birth is!! Look at my good grades and excellent math report, I'm sure you would love to date me, am I right?"
...
Shit.
This is going to take more effort than I thought.
8:00 pm
Fuck.
What do I do? It's already 8:00 pm! I'm starting to lose my confidence but I have to talk to her today. It's now or never.
What can I say, I'm very insecure. I always wonder if I will ever make her love me the way I love her. I'm just afraid she will reject me. I'm certain that my heart can't take that.
You see...In stories you usually hear how the guy is like the "cool scary guy" that acts like he "doesn't care" but ends up showing his mate affection as time goes by, and then.........Boom! Happy ending!!!
Yeh..
That's not me
Idon't want to act cold or cool.
I want to be with her.
I want to cuddle and kiss her cheeks.
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9:00 pm
I looked around my room for the mask to cover my face. After a couple of minutes, I finally found it laying next to some sweatpants.
"Perfect!" I said to myself
It's time.
Now I just need to act normal, I'm sure I can do that.
