the gap between us

2.Friends....??

I kept quiet,he told me his name as we kept going there was still awkward silence between us but as we were three steps away from my class he spoke turning to me "umm...y/n would you like to meet me at lunch break...??" Then again silence..... No one spoke as he was patiently waiting for my answer, but I didn't know what to answer him I was having an internal war inside of me as to say yes or no but he spoke again taking me out of my thoughts "y- you can tell me if you d- don't want to go its a -all right" .....he was nervous....then he turned around and started walking but I finally said what my brain came up, as I spoke he stopped in his tracks to listen to me but didn't turned around though "i-I'll go" and he turned around idk why was I acting like this I never really talked to a boy even when they talked or asked me something but idk what got in to me that I said this I mentally slapped myself as he turned to me smiling a bit and said"great!......um sorry.....then meet me at the back of the ground"he spoke a little to loud but apologized for it then waited for my response as I just nodded and he turned back walking towards who knows where,and for me I was left standing here thinking why and how did I let this happen,as the bell rang I was back in my senses as I got back I'm the class as always I ignored the tantrum that was going on here and straight got to my seat which was the last bench but I don't care where I sit,I got out my book and opened the page that I was on before I left and continue drawing I love to drawing In my free time so I draw whenever I get a chance I've also wrote a couple of songs by looking and observing the school and I really liked how they turned out but the thing is I never tell anybody that I like to do any of this I'm scared they would just make fun of me that how childish I am and how these things are only an hobby,wouldn't take me to anywhere. But I try my best to ignore these things even if it is hard sometime. I was so lost in the drawing that I didn't notice another class was done(over here in my school its like we have to stay in the same class for the whole day and its the teachers that change and that's all)as it was lunch break now indicating that half of the day is finished and we need to fill in our stomach as I lazily got up and made my way to the canteen,
After I got myself a chocolate biscuit I walked out and as soon I stepped out I remembered that I needed to meet Jung kook at the garden as I rushed to the back and as I enter I saw no one was there usually there would many students playing here since this garden is bigger then the front one but today I couldn't see a single soul here but I still make my way to the back of the garden that was the side of the school building in case that jungkook would be still here waiting as I was walking slowing eating my biscuits cause even though I was here I didn't have much courage to face him and I don't know why I came its just my body and brain were not cooperating with each other today. As I was walking slowly looking at the ground while eating I came to a stop when I heard something moving in the bushes(BTW over here in the back of the ground its like we are in a forest and the front of it is for playing we can't enter the back usually)I turned towards the noise but saw nothing until suddenly there was a voice from the opposite direction I was standing, I turned towards the voice and it was jungkook standing there nervously showing me his bunny smile and that made me smile a bit but as I noticed it I kept a straight face again. There was silence until he spoke"I'm sorry if I startled you and thanks for coming I thought you weren't going to come"
"Oh its alright and what did you wanna tell me" then again there was a silence between us as he stood there 2 meters away from me. "Um just wanna talk I guess". " huh??....". There was silence once again. "Um yeah I just thought we could be friends............do you wanna be friends??". After he asked me to be friends I was shook well it was the first time someone asked me to be friends and I never had real friends and its not like I knew he would be not like others,its just that I never had a male friend and never got asked so " yeah of course". By the he was looking at me I knew he didn't expected this response from me but smiled brightly showing me his bunny smile that made me smile too a little."really?!?!"he asked surprised and happy. I giggle a little and nodded my head. "So that mean we are friends.....right?" I nodded my head once again and he ran to me for a hug but I backed away as he frowned at me but smiled after"its okay I know you're shy" I don't know why but when he said that it kinda made me blush so I hided my face in my hands "oh are you perhaps blus...". Before he could finish himself I cut him half sentence " the bell rung um we should go now "he chuckled slightly not wanting me to hear it but failed and I turned around ready to go for the lectures.