Love Struck {Completed}

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*1 month later*

My hands were shaking. Everything was shaking. What's my life without him. Why did this happen. I looked at my wrists that happened like 20 to 30 cuts in each wrist. I can't do this anymore. I've been home for the passed 3 weeks. I couldn't find him. I was sitting on my bed staring at my wrists. My eyes teared up. I can't find him. I can't find him. I looked at the ground and bit my lip. Blood started to drip down my lip. I got up and walked to the kitchen. I grabbed a sharp knife and went back to my room. I sat on my bed and stared at the knife. I can't do this anymore. I took a breath in and put the knife down. Maybe I should go for a walk. I got back up and walked outside. I walked to the abandoned house then stopped. The door to the house opened and Akamatsu ran out.

I walked up to the door once Akamatsu was gone. I walked inside and looked around. I found stairs to what I think is a basement. I walked down the stairs and looked up. I looked around then I found a old looking door. I slowly opened the door. There was blood on the floor and on the walls. In a the far corner was a person like shap. I slowly walked closer. "Holy shit...." The person looked me in the eyes. I fell to my knees. I found him. I found Saihara. I started crying. I crawled over to him and hugged him. I looked at him and saw he was crying too. "Kokichi. You found me." I let go and looked at him. "Did she do anything to you? Did she hurt you?" "She didn't hurt me... but.... I'm sorry I couldn't stop her." "Why are you-" "she frosted herself on me and I couldn't stop her because she tied me up. I'm sorry." My face went pale. "She- she raped.... you?" Saihara nodded his head.

"That.... BITCH!" Saihara looked at my arms. "What's that on your wrists?" I stopped and went silent. "Kokichi tell me what you did to your wrists." I untied him. He grabbed my arms and looked at all the cuts on my wrists. "What did you do?" I stayed silent. "Kokichi tell me what you did to your wrists." He grabbed my face. "I cut them." "Why the fuck would you do that?" He started crying more. "That doesn't matter right now. What matters right is getting you out of here." I grabbed his hand and stood up. I opened the door and walked out with Saihara behind me. We walked up the stairs and out the door. Then we walked to my house. I opened the door and let Saihara in. He stared at me while I locked the door. I turn around and he pinned me to the door. "Tell me why you cut yourself."

"I did it because I couldn't deal with t-the thought of you being gone." He went silent then kissed me still pinning me to the wall. I was surprised but then lend into the kiss. It felt like heaven. It felt like I became me again. My happiness was back. Saihara pulled away and looked at me. "Don't do that to yourself ever again." His eyes were filled with sadness and anger. "I won't Shuichi. I promise." He unpinned me from the door. "Thank you." He smiled. That smile I missed it so much. I missed him so much. He walked over to my. "WAIT!" "Huh?" "Don't go in there yet." I ran in my room and hid the knife. "Okay you can come in." Saihara walked in looking confused. I sat on my bed pretending nothing happened. "What did you hide Kokichi?" "What are you talking about?" Saihara walked up to me. "Don't play dumb I know you hid something." "I didn't." Saihara bent down and put his face close to mine. ".... If you say so." He whispered in my ear.

I faced away from Saihara blushing alittle. He gently grabbed my chin making me look at him. I put my hands on his face. "Tell me what happened and... what else she did to you." Saihara sat down beside me rested his head on my shoulder. He sighed. "Let's start at the start." I nodded.

This chapter took longer than expected so sorry about that. I hope you liked this chapter.