creed

ch. 5

As I got off the phone with thomas I got up ,and got in the car and headed towards my house. I kept wondering why me ? Why did this have to happen to me? What was his reason? It was all a blur as I pulled up wondering how I even got there. As I walk to Thomas's now room I walked in and closed the door and fell with my back against the door as I cried. I heard thomas run to me. "Are you ok what happened " he said worried. "Why did he do it Thomas why did he do it to me" I say crying .

"Who did what kellie did he hurt you" he says. When he pieced it together. "Oh my god kellie I'm so sorry I wish I would've kept you here with me" he says picking me up and sitting on the couch cradling me. "I was a virgin thomas it hurt so bad" I tell him still crying. "I'm sorry kellie he will pay for this I promise" he says. "Can I stay here with you tonight" I ask. "Of course I'll go run you a bath and get you some pj's" he says looking at me with worried eyes.

As he comes back to tell me the bath is finished he picks me back up and takes me to the bathroom."Can you stay in here with me after I get in" I ask feeling safe with him. "Sure I'll step out and let you get undressed and in the tub I fixed you a bubble bath I hope that's ok" he says. "Thank you" I say as he shuts the door. I take my shirt off and notice how dirty I am and how dirty I feel. As I undress more I notice the blood in my underwear I put my clothes in a pile and step in the tub closing the curtain.

"You can come in now" I say weakly. As he steps in he sits on the toilet seat. We are in there for 10 mins " can you wash my hair for me?" I ask shyly. "Yes of course what ever you want me to do I will do it" he says with a smile. As I curl into a ball so I can cover myself the bath tub is big enough for me to turn side ways. As he runs water through my hair I feel the dirt being washed off my body but I still feel dirty as he puts shampoo in my hair and lathers it if feel a little more clean, and as he rinses my hair I feel a little better but still dirty.

"Let me get the towel I'll hold it up and close my eyes" he says . As I stand up and grab the towel I thank him as he leaves the bathroom for me to get dressed.

As I pull the shirt on that he gave me I realise it is one of his and it covers my body to my thighs half way and he found some of my spare underwear I keep down here incase my period starts. As I put on the shorts he gave me I walk out and staight and go straight to him on the couch I curl up and lay my head on him. "I feel safe with you will you lay here with me " I say hoping he says yes. He grabs me and holds me tight as we lay down on the big couch. I look up to see him staring at me his beautiful  eyes looking through me. " go to sleep I'll make sure no one harms you ever again" he says.

As the sun comes up I'm awaken by it in my eyes when I lift up I realise thomas was not with me. As I panicked I run to my house not looking to see if his car was here I ran in when I hear thomas. "Look who's up miss. H" he says smiling. "Come eat darling I made fresh biscuits and gravy" she says with a smile not knowing what had happened.

As I finish eating I look at Thomas something  about him calmed me and made me feel safe. "I'm going to go take a shower if you need me you know where to find me " he says looking at me. As I finish my food in silence I tell my mom that I love her and I will be back later that me and thomas have to do some stuff. She replys with I love you too and smiles.

As I enter Thomas's  room he walks out of the bathroom with his pants on but no shirt."I'm sorry I was clingy last night I just feel safe with you like nothing can hurt me" I tell him. "You remind me of my dad kind of" I add. "No need to apologize I'm glad you feel safe with me I'm sorry my brother did that to you we can go to the police " he says." He said he has money that if I did go to them he could pay them off plus I wasted the evidence off" I say starting to cry. He opens his arms for me to come to him. As I reach him I hug him and he sits down pulling me to him. He cradled me like he did last night and I felt safe.

"I can't believe zyler put you up like you were a prize to be won" he says with anger in his voice." It was my idea I wanted to see if colby liked me cause how he acted here lately sense you showed up" I tell him. "Well if he likes you he has a fucked up way of showing it he should have the living shit beat out of him and be castrated" he says.

A couple of days pass and it's Monday morning. I walk to the house to get a shower and get dressed as I put a long sleeve shirt on to hide the bruises on my wrists and black jeans I head down to the kitchen. "I made breakfast" my mom says . "I'm not hungry" I tell her I haven't ate much sense that day. "You know he can come stay in the house with you sense you like him" she says "your old enough to know what's wrong and what's right" she tells me . As I leave I go back to thomas "I have to go to school I don't want to but I can't hide here" I tell him. "I'm you need me call me I will be there" he says.

As I get in the car and head to school I pull in and get out. Walking in the school I feel everyone's eyes on me I feel like they know. We I get to my locker there's a note taped on it."I had a wonderful time Friday I hope you did to" as I threw the note in the garbage I walk to class. Before I know it its lunch time I get my food and sit down as alway zyler sits beside me. "Your quiet what's wrong did something happen " he asks. As I go to open my mouth one of colbys minions walk by "I heard you had a good time friday" he says with a smile. I tear up but know I can't show weakness . I look at zyler and whisper " he raped me he hurt me zyler but I have to be strong" I tell him. "Oh my god I'm sorry kellie" he says hugging me.

It's the end of the day I've managed to avoid colby. As I sit with zyler I hear someone walk up behind  me looking back I see Brad " so I heard you had a good time" he says with a wink. "That's what I keep hearing I guess he told you that" I say turning back to zyler." Did he also tell you he had a little dick" I say and laughed. Brads mouth dropped and he walked away .

"If he can say stuff about me then I can at least tell the truth about him" I tell zyler. The bell rings and I tell him good bye as we split in the hallway as I walk out I feel a arm around my neck "so did you miss me also I heard I had a little dick" colby says tightening his grip on my neck . "Let me go" I tell him "you didn't think it was small when you were screaming "he says with a smile. "Oh look who's here lover boy" he let's me go ad I look up and make eye contact with thomas. Colby then smacks my ass and I see rage in Thomas's eyes as he walks fast towards us. "Go ahead you can have her cause I already did" he teases.

As Thomas pulls his hand back to punch him in the face I grab his arm." It's not worth it" I say meaning every word." Let's go home then " he says "you can have my sloppy seconds big brother" colby says as we walk by his car thomas pulls out his knife and stabs his car tires. "Have fun getting home little brother" he say smiling at me. As we get in creed we pull out and head toward the house.

When we pull up we go to the boxing room and sit down. "You can stay in the house tonight we have a guest room across from my room" I tell him. He nods and agrees to stay in the house. As we go in for supper we sit down to a full table of food green beans ,pork chops ,and mac n cheese. As I put everything on my plate I take a few bites and feel full. When we all finish I show thomas to his room and go to mine.

As I close my eyes I start to dream of what happened as I cry for help I realise it's not coming. I scream but nothing comes out. When I am awaken by thomas shaking me lightly. He grabs me and cradles me "it's ok it's only a dream" he says rocking me. "But it was real" I told him "I wish I would've been there to save you" he says looking into my eyes. As we stare at each other I lean up to kiss him and feel sparks fly I feel safe. "To be a bad boy you are a softy" I say with a smile. "Only with you " he says as he try to stand. " Can you stay with me again?" I ask. "Of course how can I turn you down" he says as he held me.

As 2 weeks pass I manage to avoid colby but get a few snarky remarks from his minions. Everyday thomas would meet me at creed of course zyler would walk with me to him. I had lost all my fight in me and had grown tired tired of hiding.