Curious l.s.

Chapter 16

HARRY

"Don't you dare touch yourself"

Louis' words rang through my head every second after he dropped me off. I don't know why, but I listened. I hate that I listened, we aren't even together nothing should even be going on between us! I know it should stop, I know this but there is just something about Louis that keeps drawing me in. 

After rushing up and straight to my room, I tried reorganizing my shelves to distract myself but that didn't work. I tried a cold shower and thankfully it worked. The rest of my evening went normal. Argued with my sister, apparently I came home in a bad mood, ate dinner and now I've locked myself in my room trying to fall back asleep.

I can't stop thinking about Louis, his lips, eyes, touch. Our bodies fit like puzzle pieces with each other, it's like we're meant to be. That's such a terrible thought to have since he is my girlfriends brother. 

I just really wish I had answer for my feelings about Louis, they're growing stronger every time I see him. I hate myself, I hate that I'm falling for someone else that isn't my girlfriend, maybe it would be best if I ended things with Joslyn but what kind of person would I be if I left my girlfriend for her brother. 

Does this mean I'm bisexual? There's too many questions and it feels like I'll never get an answer for any of them. 

LOUIS

After dropping Harry off, I went to meet up with my friends at a diner. However I don't even think alcohol could distract my thoughts of the boy, also the burning of my chest thanks to him scratching at it doesn't help in trying to forget him either. 

"Where's that boy that was with you the other day?" Blake speaks up, knocking me out of my thoughts, I sigh and shake my head tapping my fingertips against the cold glass that was holding my drink. I was really hoping that none of them would mention Harry. 

"Home" I shrug taking another sip of my soda, hoping my short answer would signal that I don't want to talk about him. 

"You should bring him around more. He seems sweet" Blake smiles. I narrow my eyes at him, licking my lips. I shove my drink away collecting my trash and placing it on my plate, cleaning up my mess so it would be easier for the waitress. 

"Maybe" Is all I say grabbing my keys and phone. 

We didn't stay much longer just an hour before all of us went home before we started drinking too much. Only a couple sips of alcohol was perfectly fine with me, enough to calm my brain, a night drive with my music blasting helped a lot more than I expected. 

As soon as I pulled into our driveway, the curly green-eyed boy popped right back into my head, I grabbed my phone and went straight to Harry's contact my thumb hovering over the phone icon. I sigh loudly and rub my free hand over my face, shaking my head and locking my phone making my way back inside. 

I jingle my keys a bit to unlock the door before pushing it open, the only light in the house being the television and two table side lamps. My mum turns her head and gives me a sleepy smile. 

"Hey, honey. Have fun?" She whispers slowly sitting up. 

"Yeah, pretty tired though, probably gonna fall asleep soon" I drops my keys in the dish that was sitting on the table by the door, kicking off my shoes. 

"Alright, we're about to head to bed as well. Your sister is already asleep so be quiet" I cringe when she calls Joslyn my sister before giving a weak smile and jogging up the stairs.

Just as I'm about to open my bedroom deal I hear a soft noise come out of Joslyn's room. I scrunch my face in confusion and slowly step closer, pressing my ear against the door, my eyes widen once I realize it's more than person..moaning. Harry is home, who in the hell is in there?