⚠️You Self Harm⚠️ (Jin & Yoongi)

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Requested By: hotshotwolf and Ranboozleddd

::Trigger Warning::
Trigger List: Starvation, Self-Bondage, General and Self-Degradation, Blackmail
-Please be careful when reading this and make sure to skip it if you feel uncomfortable! Stay safe everyone!-

Jin:
You stood there looking in the mirror for what seemed like hours. You spotted only the things that were wrong about your body. I'm too fat. I ate too much yesterday. I have no thigh gap. All the negative thoughts went through your head. That was last week though. You had lost 15 pounds from cutting a lot out of your diet and exercising over 5 hours a day. Now, you had cut out food completely. As you were running on the treadmill, the smell of ramen suddenly coated the air. You snapped yourself out of it and continued running. He suddenly walked into the room with a small table, two chairs, and two bowls of ramen. You paused the workout and wiped your sweat with a towel. Your father stood there with a smile on his face. "Come on, take a break. Let's eat," He said, motioning his head towards the bowls. As much as your stomach grumbled, you couldn't bring yourself to eat. Not after all the progress you'd made. "No thanks, Dad, I'm okay," You replied, smiling. "Are you sure? You skipped out on breakfast today, too," He said, concerned. "Yeah, I'm sure," You said. Soon the whole world became dizzy and you lost consciousness.

You woke up (what you assumed was) hours later in a hospital bed. Your father was slouched in the chair, head on the bed. He shuffled and began waking up. He gasped and looked up, his eyes puffy from crying. He hugged you as tight as he could, making sure to cherish your body as though it would disappear if he let go. "Why would you do that to yourself?" He asked, worriedly. You looked at him, your eyes lifeless. "I just wanted to be beautiful. Like all the other girls," you answered. "Sweetheart, you are beautiful. Inside and out. It doesn't matter what the other people out there think. I know you're beautiful. And I'm not just saying that because you're my daughter. You're the most beautiful girl I know," You sniffled and hugged him. "I'm sorry. I love you," "I love you, too, Y/N. And we are going to get through this. Together."

Yoongi:
It had been going on for a while now. The bullying. The torture. It had gotten to the point where you had begun using ropes you could find around and began wrapping them around yourself, cutting off the circulation, just to see how empty and cold you could feel, each day leaving it longer and tighter just to see if one day it would kill you.

You had just gotten to school, and today, couldn't have started off worse. You had bumped into someone. It was the students who would always bully you. Their eyes caught the purple indent in your ankle, caused by the rope. "What'd you do it again, Bitch?" The leader said, flipping her hair over her shoulder while admiring her overly-expensive, cheap-looking manicure.

"Leave me alone Lex..." you sadly sighed, trying to move away from her. "No way! Now stay still! We're gonna show the whole school you're a depressed suicidal freak. And when your poor old Famous Daddy sees it, he'll have to pay me good money to not show it to everyone else," she narrowed her eyes at you with a smirk on her face as her minions took hold of you to keep you still against the lockers.

She bent down near your ankle and snapped a picture, letting out an evil giggle as she stood back up, finger over the send button to the school group chat and your father, feigning shock when she hit send. "Oops. Guess the schools gonna find out their good-girl isn't so good," her minions had released you and began following behind her as you fell to the floor in a solemn silence.

It was then you felt the vibrations of your phone in your back pocket, pulling it out to see Yoongi's incoming call. "Y/N are you okay?" His voice was rushed and concerned, the soft hum of his car engine flickering in the background. "I saw the picture. Now I want you to know I'm not upset with you in any way. And if you want to we can get someone for you to talk to, okay? We're gonna get through this; I'm here for you." He sounded like he was about to cry, and that broke the dam holding back your tears too. "I'm so sorry, Dad. I didn't know what else to do... I was too scared to talk to you about it and now your career could be at risk because of me."

Hearing your sobs broke his heart and only caused him to push down harder on the gas pedal. "Sweetheart, listen to me," his voice was soft and gentle in contrast to the bustling background noise. "It is not your fault, okay? Your feelings were and still are valid beyond belief. And we can get you help if you'd like, remember that. I love you, so much, okay? And I'm gonna be there in a few minutes and we can talk more about this if you want, I'm not gonna push you. I just want you to know that I am and will always be here for you,"

And even as the world around you seemed dark and wild, closing in around you as students and teachers flooded the hallways, you saw a soft glow in it, a light of hope that things would get better. And having a father like Min Yoongi, supportive, loving, and caring, you knew they would. And you couldn't be happier.

fin.
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For everyone that stuck around please remember that you are loved and valid and please reach out to someone if you're dealing with any serious issues!

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