IM SORRY!! OK!!! IM JUST!! I'm just sad..... I'm sorry......
She hates you ya know. You're thinking of yourself! She's sick!!! And you're asking her to drive you food!! You're a fat ass!!! You don't need fucking food!!!! YOURE SO FUCKING FAT!!!!!!
S-STOP IT!!! P-Please.... I know this.... y-you don't need to rub it in my face.....
Oh yes I do! You need to be reminded!!
A-ANXIETY!
He won't be coming.... this is between you and I. It's personal.
N-no please!!!! PLEASE!!!!
Worthless...
Disappointing!
Misunderstood....
Disgraceful....
Disgusting.....
ALONE.....
I-I know.... I'm all of them.... I-I know.....
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts of depression
DiversosWarning, there is going to be sensitive topics. Please be safe. This is a journal about thoughts I'm having in the moment between myself, anxiety, and depression.
