Thoughts of depression

How could you?

A/N TRIGGER WARNING TO SELF HARM!!

How could you? You promised your friends you wouldn't do it any more.

Everyone relapses depression! This is your fault this happened!!

Maybe if you didn't give her so much anxiety, she wouldn't do it!!

Maybe if you would just s-shut up!!!!

G-guys.... please... just stop....

I-I'm so sorry....

Ya whatever anxiety. You're always sorry...

Depression STOP!!!!!!

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I-I'm sorry.....

*i watched the blood drip down my wrist. The numbness I felt.... I missed it... and that's fucking scary.....*

I told you... you can't get away from me. But noooooooo body believes me!!

It's gonna be ok! Follow your friend's advice. Take deep breaths, do something you love.

That's not gonna stop me anxiety!!! NOTHING CAN!!!!

I CAN!!!

YOU CANT!!! YOURE A DISGUSTING AND A DISCRIMINATION!!!!!!!

...... I-I know.....