Kakashi x reader oneshots

Living isn't always easy

!!Warning depression and self harm - Guys please dont do anything like this. I'm here if anyone ever needs to talk. Love y'all ❤❤

Requested by mj2fish
Hope you like it
Its trash really
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*Kakashi POV*

"Kids stay close. I don't need any of you to get lost. The hokage would be on my butt if I did." I said sighing reading my book. These idiots sometimes annoy me. They get off track and fight so easily.

"Hey, Sasuke-kun, what do you plan on doing when we get back? Any special plans? Because, if not you know, I-I would like it if you would hang out with me. You-You know not like a date or anything, but like just... um.... us....." Sakura starts out. I have to admit they all have matured quite a bit. Sakura is all over him as much anymore and Naruto isn't as... how would you put it. Annoying. Sasuke is still... well.... Sasuke. Annoyed, quiet, and determined to get his revenge at any cost. But over all they are still bearable. Barley.

We are on a mission to the Hidden Waterfall Village to collect a painter ninja. Something about the Hokage needing a Painter for a painting something or another. I'm just in it because of course Naruto decided to bug Tsunade to give him a job and the only one would be allowed to go on, he would have to be with his team. Us.

We arrive to the village after about a day and a half journey. And we reached the gates and of course we were stopped by the gate ninja guards and she was standing right there waiting on us. She was looking around with a bag on her back 'probably her paint supplies' he thought. She turned around and saw us and smiled a little. It didnt look very convincing but never the less she tried. She walked towards us and bowed saying, "hello, my name is (Y/N) (L/N). I am the painter your hokage needs for a painting of a picture I hear." She stood back up and looked very.... emotionless kinda. She caught us off guard and she knew it to by everyone's expression (mosty naruto's). Then we decided to speak up. I decided to say the first word so she wouldnt be bombarded with questions. "Yes, hello. This is Team 7 and we will be escorting you to the Leaf Village as you have said for the Hokage. My name is Kakashi Hatake. Behind me is my team Sasuke, Sakura and Naruto. We will be protecting you." She just smiled softly saying, "thank you" and like that we were off.

After about 5 hours of walking we decided to stop and take a break. We all sat down and (Y/N) came up and to me and asked to go into the forest. Nature calling and all.

*(Y/N) POV*

I asked to go into the forest to use the bathroom but in all retrospect it wasnt for that at all. I'm so nerves about it and stressed. I cant be around people for very long because I will have a panic attack and the only thing to get it off my mind is a small little blade to relieve the stress. To get my head onto the pain that I know I deserve.

I grabbed the blade from my boot that I had in a little storage compartment and decided that maybe a little bit of relief with no one around would be good. I slid up my sleeve to my elbow and removed the bandages of past stress. Some new and s ok me old. My whole forearm lingered with scars. I grabbed that little blade and drug it across. The relief I felt. It felt so painful but I deserve it right? 1. 2. 3. 4. I started to get a little light headed and decided I should stop after a few. I had no idea if I cut to deep on a few but honestly it didnt matter. After I get this request over for the Hokage I will get the money and give it to my family and leave. I will be out of my debt for them. Finally. I cleaned up all my wounds and put the bandages on pulled down my sleeve to make it look like nothing happened. Stashing my blade back into my secret compartment as if nothing happened. I heard someone coming and turned around walking back to them upon coming across a pink haired girl smiling saying, "I was wondering if you were ever coming back. Kakashi sensei was getting a little worried I think and made me come find you to make sure you were ok and wanted to head back to the group." I simply just nodded acting as if nothing ever happened. I walked past her and she walked to where I was. I walked to the group without her and a little bit later she came back and went straight to the team leader - Kakashi. She whispered in his ear but I couldn't hear. And we were on our way back.