~*AJ*~
It's been a month and a half since me and Jai had the argument, and we haven't spoken since. It's not like he tried to talk or to spend time with me, so I just gave up. As hard as it was, I just, gave up.
Me and Luke have been growing closer, though. But our relationship is more of a sibling one.
"DIE MOTHERFUCKER HAHA TEEEABBAGG" I yelled manically, as I tapped the buttons of my controller furiously. I was laughing like a crazy chick as Christie laughed and recorded mine and Lukes COD match.
"YOU LITTLE SHIT NO FUCK YOU LITERALLY SCREW YOU" Luke yelled as he threw his controller on the floor, flopping back into his seat, stropping.
I jumped up infront of him, dancing.
"ha I win you looose I wiiin you suck balls ha ha ha" I laughed.
"will you to just shut up, no one gives a shit" Jai spat, looking up from his phone.
"Oh, so it speaks" I said, sarcasm dripped from my words. I smiled bitterly at him.
"what is your problem?"
I laughed, my eyes widening.
"My problem? What's my problem? Well, I should be asking you that"
"Really..wow.. you're the one who made a huge Fucking scene infront of Ariana and ran off crying just for a little bit of attention" Jai snapped.
I just chuckled and shook my head.
"I can not be bothered with you or your shit anymore. Unless you wanna try growing up and acting your age, rather than an immature little 5 year old, please, don't speak to me. You're giving me a headache."
To say Jai looked shocked st my little speech, was an understatement. If his mouth was open any wider,his bottom jaw would fall off.
I smiled sarcastically at him before turning my gaze back to the TV. I started up a new game with Luke and we started playing again.
Jai remained silent, not even looking up from his phone.
I didn't want to say that, but I needed to. I really didn't want to lose Jai but if he didn't have the energy to sort this out, I'm not going to bother either.
~*Jai*~
Did AJ really mean that? Did she really not want to talk to me?
Why do I care so much? It's not like it matters, right?
She hates me and I hate her. Well, I'm supposed too, but I can't. I just can't bring myself to feel that way about her, no matter how hard I try, I just can't.
I sighed and got up from where I was sitting and made my way to my room, sneeking a glance at AJ on the way past. She didn't pay attention to me at all. I averted my gaze and carried on walking.
I had to find a way to get her to talk to me. I couldn't stand the situation we were in. I don't know why, but I wanted to get her back. I needed to get her back.
I flopped onto my bed and turned to face the ceiling.
Myind was racing with questions I couldn't answer.
Why am I feeling this way?
What am I feeling?
I let out a frustrated groan, and rolled over onto my stomach, pushing my face into the mattress.
I stayed like that for an hour, before deciding to check my phone, which had been going crazy.
I squinted my eyes, confused. I had been mentioned in a bunch of tweets, all saying the same thing. I unlocked my phone and went straight to twitter. Every tweet I saw included me and Ariana. There were accusations of her cheating. Everywhere.
Confused and hurt, I decided to call her.
"hello?" her voice rung through the phone line.
"is it true?" I asked.
There was a silence.
"Jai..."
I choked back a sob.
"so it is" I laughed bitterly "we're over" I slammed the end button and threw my phone on my bed. I felt the tears come flowing, I don't know why it hurt so much, but it did. I trusted her, I loved her...at least, I though I did.
I continued to cry, until I felt a pair of arms wrap around my body. AJ's scent filled my nostrils. I buried my head in her chest, clutching her top. I sobbed and sobbed until I couldn't anymore. And when that point came, I just stayed in AJ's arms as she sung softly to me, stroking my hair, holding me close.
AJ layed me down, lying down next to me, still hugging me.
"go to sleep, we'll talk about it when you're awake." she said softly, I just nodded and cuddled closer to her, holding her tight.
I closed my eyes and let sleep wash over me, holding on to my best friend tight.
