one-shots || jjp/bnior

11.1 ; jinyoung's "straight" life

no. i'm not actually straight.
no. no one knows i'm gay.
no. i've never had a boyfriend.
yes. i've had a girlfriend. did i like her though? no.
do i like someone now? yes.
his name?
lim jaebum.

god, he's so perfect! his lips look so soft and honestly i could kiss them anywhere and anytime. his voice is low and husky which i love. his black hair makes him even more attractive. i just wished he actually noticed me. i mean, maybe he has? i am pretty popular at school. but i've only dates girls. girls who i didn't even like at all. hate is a strong word. so i'd rather say i dislike girls. they judge a lot. like, why? i don't see the point of it. it's like they can't live without having a bit of drama in their life. girls. ew.

but boys? oh god, don't even get me started-

mark has it easy, he has a boyfriend. jackson wang. they've been dating for a whole year now! and no one seems to judge them, maybe because they're both so good looking? i don't know.

"-young."

honestly though, i actually do hope jaebum noticed me somehow.

"park jinyoung!" a very loud voice said.

my teachers voice to be exact. i looked up, my face heating up from embarrassment.

"yes?" i replied.

"office. now!" he yelled at me as everyone stared. even jaebum.

when i said i wanted him to notice me i did not mean like this!

i groaned and picked up my stuff before leaving to the office. great!

whatever, i'm not even going to the office. i mean, what's the point? there's only 10 minutes left of class.

i headed to bathroom instead and just played on my phone until the bell ranged. i smiled at myself. "lunch!" i smiled again and headed to the cafeteria.

"jinyoung!" a heard someone yell my name.

a looked back to reveal a very tall boy.

"yugyeom!"

yugyeom, my best friend, my son, my friend who i bully probably a little too often— but that's just how i show my love.

"how's my little baby?" i cooed at him. sure he was taller than me but i was older!

"it was okay, but i still couldn't get courage to talk to bambam." he said softly, a small frown shown on his face.

i frowned and sighed, "yugyeom, you're going to have to talk to him eventually or you'll never know, someone can always steal him from you."

yugyeom chuckled. a sad chuckle. "he's not mine. that means he has own free will."

i shook my head. you see, yugyeom here has a huge crush on bambam. he has had a crush on bambam since seventh grade, which is crazy believe me. bambam is a very smart kid and not going lie— very adorable. yugyeom and him would look great together, i'm sure of it.

yugyeom smiled at me, "how about you and jaebum?"

i shook my head in response, "nothing."

yugyeom coughed and muttered under his breath, enough for me to hear, "speak of the devil-"

"jinyoung,"

i know that voice. how could i not know it? the most important voice i've ever heard in my life. my heart began to speed up and i slowly turned around.

"y-yes?" god dammit jinyoung. why'd you stutter?!

"i got you the homework since you had to leave to the office." he relied, his cute smile showing.

god jaebum, you have no idea what you do to me.

"what?" he looked at me confused. wait did i say that out loud? oh no.

yugyeom tried to control his laughter although i could tell he would explode any second.

"i-i'm sorry. please ignore me," i bowed as i felt cheeks heat up. jaebum laughed softly.

"i like you jinyoung. why don't we become friends?" he asked. again, my heart speed up. i couldn't believe my ears. me becoming friends with my crush? aw yes jinyoung!

i nodded my head very fast, "yes!" i said a little too loudly as jaebum softly laughed again.

"cute..." he said under his breath and smiled, "see ya later?"

again, i nodded my head, "yeah! for sure."

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okay, i'm for sure making a part two on this. so, see you guys in like a whole month again 💀. i'm kidding. but yeah, expect a second part!

also, their comeback yesterday was AMAZING! i might have cried-
i LOVED EACH SONG! mostly you calling my name and thursday. but overall i enjoyed the whole album. KDKWKDKKSKSKSOO i'm so proud of them. *motherly tears* i love jinyoung's line in you calling my name. like, i'm obsessed with it, not even joking-