A Glance At The Chapters

silent

See I tried to muffle the cry
Blinked so hard to stop the tears
I was sad...but I couldn't help it
It was too much...
So I played my music
And let the darkness consume me
I woke up each day and smiled
As the emptiness filled me
I blocked all the feeling...
All the thoughts...
Until it became silent and I mute...
Maybe I was just a tad bit emotional
Didn't know how to cope
But I was sinking
And no matter how hard I tried
I was never fully happy
I'm so sorry...
I promised to be alright
But i never was
But that's fine...okay even