People always say you should talk to someone, tell someone, but how do you put words on something so hard to even understand yourself? How do you explain to someone that you want to live your life but also you don't know how you can? How do you explain that this no longer feels like a choice, that it controls you not the other way around?
I hope that you can find someone who understands what you're going through. Hope is one things that disappears with depression, so for now I will hope for you until you find that hope again yourself.
- hazriq -
