It physically hurts to lose close friends, I know from experience. But you have to know that people will enter you life and contribute to it but they're not supposed to stay forever. You will have one person as your #1 but that's it. It will suck and will hurt a lot but you will realize that once they're gone, you can start focusing on yourself. Everyone loses someone close, it's part of life. But please don't let it hold you back, you're capable of so much. Don't let one or two people keep you from being successful. Put yourself first because you deserve it.
I'm that person who sticks around longer than I should. But once I'm gone, I'm gone. So don't say you miss me when it's your fault I'm gone.
THE END OF THINGS I WANTED TO SAY BUT NEVER DID