Extra chapter
I wrote this because yeah someone asked me to #ytjt
I hate how girls like to play with boys feelings. I hate how they say they love you but don't show it. It warms my heart every time she said she loves me and she did put the biggest smile on my face.
But in the end, it brings tears and sadness to my life. And make me question life, is she worth the pain? Is she worth crying for? Am I just not good enough? It breaks my heart to think that there are very few girls out there who actually care how a boy feels and what he thinks.
Why can't you just tell me what you truly feel even if you know it's going to break my heart? I prefer feeling pain for a bit instead of feeling like I am being loved when I am really just being lied to the whole time.
I don't know who to share my feelings with anymore. I feel alone even by the people who said that they would always be there for me no matter what.
How am I supposed to tell you what is wrong with me when you're the one causing the pain?
Anyway, to the person that make me wrote this, I hope that one day you'll realize how much I cared. We don't talk anymore like we used to do but you always cross my mind and you probably always will.😉
