hostage || woosan ✓

sans story

this was written after the thank you chapter so nothing in here is included in the possible questions you probably had so if you're confused let me know!!

gore warning++ very graphic

"And? So what if I'm gay? How's that going to change my personality? You didn't care about me before so why do you care that I'm gay!" San yelled angered by his parent's reactions to him coming out. He didn't even wait to hear their words and stormed to his room and sat on his bed trying to forget the last couple of minutes that went down.

He was 14 at the time and came to the conclusion he was gay after feeling his heart flutter every time he saw a cute guy or whenever someone would talk to him. It started at 13 when a boy Park Seonghwa who was 15 asked if he could sit with San seeing that the boy was alone. Mingi was sick and took the day off.

The two got close and soon enough started dating for a couple of months till Seonghwa wasn't feeling it anymore. San swore he loved this boy and would do anything for him. But, he was 13 and was in a secret relationship no one knew about. Love wasn't existing.

"Did I do anything wrong? I can change!" he cried out on his knees begging Seonghwa to give him another chance. Seonghwa had just broken up with him behind the school after everyone left.

The older only shook his head. "I only used you to get Hongjoong. I finally got him I don't need you anymore," he said beginning to walk away. anger consumed San causing him to run up to Seonghwa and knock him down. "San get off!" he yelled but the boy didn't listen as he punched Seonghwa in the face.

He wasn't stopping anytime soon. The anger wasn't going anywhere and just seeing his ex beat up and sobbing made him feel better. He kept continuing liking the sounds of Seonghwas cries for help. Soon enough the yelling stopped. Seonghwa was gone. San didn't know how long he was gone for but he noticed the bloody body no longer moving up and down in breaths.

He widened his eyes and quickly stood up. He looked at his clothes and bag seeing he was covered in blood. He looked down at Seonghwa and saw his beat-up body, blood gushing from all over.

He picked up Seonghwas body and stuff running quickly to a forest behind the school and dropping him deep inside. He realized if Seonghwa was found he'd be tested which meant his fingerprints would be on his skin.

He felt himself panic and ran away, grabbing his bag and covering his shirt making his way home to come up with a plan.

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He grabbed whatever was left of his parent's money and packed a bag. He didn't know where to go. He left his phone at home so he wouldn't be tracked.

He wandered the streets till he grew tired. The events happened 3 hours ago and he couldn't get it off his mind. He sat on a bench and thought. "Who was Hongjoong?" he would ask himself. He didn't remember Seonghwa telling him about a boy with that name.

He sighed defeated and counted the money he took. There was about $100 that could give him a cheap room for the night. He stood up and headed away, looking for a small store to get some dinner as he tried to pinpoint Hongjoongs face.

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It was the next morning. He ended up going back home just so he could go to school and figure out who Hongjoong was. He snuck into his house through the window and grabbed his uniform. He opened his bag and saw all the bloody clothes. He laughed and threw them in a plastic bag. Hoping to find a garbage can on his way.

He walked the streets finding a garbage truck loading up and threw the bag in, casually making his way to school.

He looked up Hongjoong on Instagram, finding his account with his most recent picture of him and Seonghwa together. He was gonna make sure to find him now that he knew what the boy looked like.

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Mingi once again didn't show up to school. He took that as an advantage to find Hongjoong around.

"I haven't seen Seonghwa since school ended, he wouldn't pick up my calls or answer my texts," San heard after going through 6 periods trying to find the boy. His head quickly snapped to the left and there he was. Kim Hongjoong looking as worried as ever.

"Maybe he's just sick?" he heard his friend say. He only laughed silently and waited for Hongjoong to start walking.

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It was the end of the day and San skipped his last period to find Hongjoong. He made sure he had all his supplies before he made his attempts.

He saw the brown-haired boy walk out with his earbuds in and a frown on his face. He must've been rereading his and Seonghwas messages.

"Hongjoong hello!" San said as he walked up to the boy. Hongjoong gave a scared look as he knew what Seonghwa has done to the boy. "I heard you're looking for Seonghwa right? Follow me!" San smiled. Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"Why should I follow you?" he said not moving. San turned around with a smile. "I saw him after school," was all he said before walking towards the back of the school.

He heard Hongjoong follow along slowly. He stopped and turned around. "I won't hurt you, this was mine and Seonghwas hiding spot, I don't know if he's here but maybe something happened at home and he decided to stay here?" he said as he kept walking. Hongjoong soon followed faster curious to see the hiding spot.

It took 5 minutes to get there. San gestures for Hongjoong to go in front of him as he saw the dead body laying where he left it. He heard Hongjoong gasp.

Soon enough Hongjoong felt the back of his neck being stabbed multiple times. He heard the screaming and crying of Hongjoong and it only made him keep going. San was more careful with touching this time and allowed himself to go at Hongjoong over and over.

Once he heard nothing coming from the boy's mouth he laughed. He stared at his definition of art and walked away.

This became an ongoing thing. He's moved around countless times and continued killing over and over. Some days he would wake up wondering why he liked the sound of boys crying. Why he liked the sight of seeing them hurt.

Mingi would always question why San would always move. Especially at the young age of 14. How was he getting by? Where was he making money?

He would use an excuse saying his parents found him once again. But even Mingi wondered why there was always crime whenever San moved but never really looked bothered to mention it.

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At the age of 22, San found himself visiting his old town to see his parents. He decided he wanted to see them after not seeing them after he ran away.

The dinner started as he expected. Horrible. He doesn't know what made him decide to see them but he instantly regretted it. His father had made him mad, asking if he was still gay with a tone of disgust.

San ran out and walked around his old town. He pulled out his cigarette and lit it. Taking note of the lit-up dance studio. It was late at night and he decided to stop and wait to see who would come out.

He waited an hour till the lights shut off. A young boy who had to have been months, maybe a year or 2 younger than him came out all sweaty. He felt his heart race as he approached the cute boy.

"Hey, you got 10 for a 5?"