I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. I can't believe that all this shit happened like that. 'Specially to my girl. I know what it's like to lose a brother, but I can't even imagine losin' my Mama at the same time.
Bo came to the door, lookin' sad as ever. Her eyes were bloodshot red, but she still looked flawless. I faintly smiled and she gave me one back, but looked down then let me in.
I sat down on the couch and Bo sat beside me. It hurts to know my girl is in pain. I mean, she had to move with her God-Dad and shit, while Chris is in jail. I wish I could do more to take care of her.
"Bo?" I say.
"Yeah?" She whispers.
"Imma take care of you. As soon as I get this money, me and you gon' be livin' tight." I say.
And I mean that shit too. Bo just nod and pick at her nails. I know she wanna say somethin'.
" I can't anymore." I hear her whisper.
"You can't what?" I ask.
"This! You! I can't! I just let you in like that and you know good and god damn well that if this shit didn't work out, you're right back to that basic bitch! And what do I get for putting you first? Nothing, but two of the most important people dead and the only person alive that I had, in fucking jail! I hate you! I hate your fucking guts August Alsina! I hate you!" She screamed at me.
I don't know what made me more mad. The fact that she screamin' at me....or the fact that what she sayin' is true. I clenched my jaw and just walked out. A single man. But in all reality, I want Chilombo. She gon' always be my baby. But Nicki....I don't know. She got somethin' outta me too. Maybe its just the sex that got me running back everytime Nicki call. I guess thats why there ain't no us.
