puppy shinso

6)truth told

*angst*   *sad* *maybe a bit ofc*

Shinsos pov

"Im sorry mother"

I cried quietly into my knees as I hid my wolf features away.

Click

The door I lent on was pushed open and my two friends walked in. I stood up looking at the ground

"Hey shin how did-"
Monoma began
"Dont look at me "
I growled back cutting him of
"Yo bro calm down thoes dog features are amazing"tetsu held his fists up in determination and looked at me" why did you hide this,thats so unmanly"

I didnt reply I just pushed past the two and walked straight for the exit door when monoma grabbed my wrist
I flinched and pulled it away looking at him
"Hey we're your best friend we'll keep this a secrete just explain this"

"I cant trust anyone they all stabbed me in the back"
I felt frustrated at my self I should of slept in a closed room.why did this happen to me.just why me!
"We told you everything about us and we trust you"
Monoma started"yeah so you know us well why cant we know you"tetsu added
"I had a tough childhood and so has tetsu,at least tell us whats wrong"

I stood there,my eyes teared up I looked at the ground.I have been really unfair.its great to finally have friends but loos them BECAUSE of a stupid promis I made.reluctantly is looked up "ill tell you everything,but you HAVE TO SWEAR that youll keep this a SECRETE"I couldn't stress thoes words enough.but ill tell them a bit of the truth.I cant accept more information to leak out

The two nodded and sat on the floor ready to listen.sitting in front of them I started to speak.

"When I got my quirk,my father and mother were the happiest on earth.they didnt get along tho,they argued and fought and than made up after in a constant loop.i grew used to it and to find out I had two a week later made the arguing worse,mother got jealous."
I moved over feeling uncomfortable
"She started drinking a lot as Father had a day time job I had her my whole day till 9 with endless training from mother.she would have pulled on my wolf features and hit me full force"
I stopped,remembering the pain I went through
"Man what mother would do that"monoma said disgusted
I continued draining my emotions not to bring attention to myself"she laughed at me and called me a weakling,her training was more like getting her drunk emotions out,and when father got home she made me mute saying I had a tough day of practice"
I looked away from the two. tetsu was speechless and so was monoma
"What happened next"
"Father bought her lies until a fire broke out in our house,I was 10 and mother got so drunk she left the cooker gas on to kill me and get money for more drugs "
I stopped agian, feeling tears form in my eyes as I sat, back to my friends
"Dont tell me man"tetsu whispered
I took a deep breath
"SHe locked me in my room but I smelt the gas way before she locked the front door,I jumped out my window onto a near by tree and she ignited the gas sending a blast huge enough to give her 3 degree burns but as she had her spilled alcohol on her......she apparently cooked alive"
"She earned that"monoma looked away brushing his hand through his hair
"Thats so uncool"tetsu crosssed his arms
"I was in a tree covered in fire and my father rushed home"I showed my wolf features and my right ear had a small missing triangle in it and my tail had a burn scar in the fur.I showed them and they gasped looking at me in sympathy"I dont need your sympathy,im hurt so much I cant be fixed"i said dull hiding my wolf away again.

"The day before she did that she said'promis me you dog,never show of your wolf its useless just like you'and thats what I did,this pain comes over me evertime I use it"
The two threw themselfs to give me a hug.I flinched holding my breath than slowly melted into the hug"this is new"i whispered and tetsu started to pet my hair.it felt wierd but good?my wolf ears came out and my tail was wagging?ive never felt like this,like this is the feeling to be  cared for.

"Lets go chill out and go to a cat shelter"monoma said standing up and holding his arm out to help me up.
"Yeah,so manly !"tetsu said heading out the door

I went with out a second though,I love cats they show love no matter who their owner is.

Walking through the streets tetsu and monoma were on about 1A again,I was a bit in front when I turned the corner and a smaller male bumped into me
"Im so sorry "I got up to help him up and saw the colour of his hair:green.
he looked up and his emerald eyes beamed straight through my dark soul"thenks...eh"
"Shinso"i said plainly helping him up
"Im izuku midoriya,nice to meet you now I must go"and like that izuku kept running on
I couldnt help but ster and think.
He'll never recognise me so why should I try.I never liked bringing attention to myself...

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Might re write this but hope you enjoy!!!!!