it has been a quiet journey
like mourning has agreed to be my destiny.
silence became my companion
cold warfare comes along as I mention.
I seem to hate myself
as I go deeper into you
I seem to hate myself even more
as i lose myself without knowing what's it for.
your eyes have been glittering
brighter than ten thousand diamond rings.
your smile boosted with glow
like the sun spreadin its rays to the meadow.
how can you be so happy without me?
how can you be so glad while I bleed?
how can you be so magnified with my tears?
how can you be so strong without gears?
I stare at my own reflection
looking at how pain on me has pressed on.
do I deserve all these?
do I deserve all your given miseries?
I'm sorry for always missing you quickly
I'm sorry for always calling you,
even when you do not need me
I'm sorry for always being there,
even when you did not ask for me.
I'm sorry if I chose to lose myself to have you with me
I'm sorry if I declined everybody to be with my somebody
but I will never be sorry
for loving you truly.
