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Calum Imagine

Imagine: Today was you and Calum's two year anniversary and you two had both planned to go on a date at a new restaurant. You were getting ready for your dinner date. Once you were done getting ready you left for the restaurant because you both agreed to get their on your own. You were making a turn just a mile from the restaurant when a drunk driver came and crashed into your car. They always say that life flashes before your eyes, and yours surely did showing memories of you and Calum. Those precious moments were the last things you saw before you blacked out.
~Calum's POV~
I was waiting at the restaurant for (Y/N) to show up. She was an hour late, she is never late. I decided to ring her and see what had happened. Instead of her lovely voice answering the phone, it was a mans voice. At first i thought she had cheated on my until the man said "(Y/N) (Y/LN) has been in a deadly crash and is currently under going surgery." With those words i started to cry, how could my (Y/N) get into a crash. It was a two year anniversary. It was suppose to special. I immediately drove to the hospital only to be told i must sit in the waiting room until she is done with surgery. While i waited i text the lads "(Y/N) has been in a car crash and is now in surgery! Come to the hospital quick!" They all speed down to the hospital to find me crying and shaking in the waiting room. They all rushed over and tried to calm me down by saying things like "(Y/N) is a fighter she will push through this!" "She is strong mate she will be fine!" Even after all of these exchanges i still didnt know if i believed them. About 7 hours later the doctor said we could come back and see (Y/N). We all rushed into her room. She was hooked up to all of these different machines. The doctor said she was in a coma and may be for a while. Once i found out this news i made a promise with myself to stay with (Y/N) until she wakes up.
~3 Months Later~
(Y/N) is still in a coma. I talk to her everyday telling her about the band and her family and friends but she still doesnt even stir. The doctor said if she doesnt make and progress by Friday that they are going to have to pull the plug. I grasp onto her hand and tell her "You need to be strong and push through (Y/N) i believe in you. You cant leave this world you are the love of my life and i am nothing without you. With you gone i am just not the same person. Dont leave me (Y/N)! I wont be able to make it in this world with the love of my life, the girl of my dreams, my everything right next to me." I was now clutching her hand and crying. The boys have stopped by in attempt to make me go home and get sleep but all of their attempts have failed. I refuse to leave until my (Y/N) is awake. They have stopped making frequent appearances. It is now Friday and (Y/N) hasnt moved once. The odds are not looking welcoming. The doctor came in and said that they will be pulling the plug in about 30 minutes. I spent that last half hour telling her how much she meant to me and finally i did what i had planned to do those 3 months ago. I pulled out the ring i had planned to give her at the restaurant and said "(Y/N) you are the love of my life and my sunshine. You help me get through the days even when i feel like their is no getting out. You never fail to bring a smile to my face. Whether it is with your dumb jokes or your childish behavior, a smile never failed to reach my face. I just would like you to know that i would like to spend my life with no one else but you! So will you (Y/N) (Y/LN) please do me the honor of being my wife?" With that i slipped the ring onto her finger. They said they will need to prepare her and that i must leave the room. Once they said it was done and she was gone they let me and the boys back into the room. On her bed side table their was a letter i had never seen before. I quickly grabbed it and opened it. It read:
My dearest Calum
Hey baby! I heard everything you said to me even though i was not responding. When the doctors came to pull the plug i had awoken and asked if i could write this letter to you. I just want to say that Cal you need to find someone who will always be there for you. Please continue on with the band! They need your skills baby. I would also wish for you to not cry over my death. I want you to remember all of the happy times we spent together. And just remember my baby, i will always be looking out for you. You are the love of my life and glad i can call you mine for eternity!
Lots of love darling and guardian angel
(Y/N)
By now i was full on crying. Why hadnt the doctor let me see her awake in those last few moments of life? I was on the ground in a ball shaking. Luke came over and wrapped me into a hug saying it will be okay. But it will not be okay my baby is dead and never coming back to me.
~(Y/N) Funeral~
Today was the day we were going to place the love of my life six feet under. All of her friends and family gathered at the church to wish her a final far well. It was my turn to go up and talk about (Y/N) i was nervous but new that my baby was watching over me. "Hi everyone! My name is Calum, (Y/N)'s fiancé, i would like to thank everyone of you for coming out here today it truly means a lot. (Y/N) was the love of my life. Those two years we spent together were the best two years of my life. She was so bubbly and happy all of the time. She never did fail to bring a smile to my face even when i thought it was the end of the world. In that last day of (Y/N)'s life i did propose to her. I am assuming she said yes due to the letter she wrote me. I dont have much else to say but that i hope she rests in peace and that no other girl will or could replace the spot in my heart. My heart is only for (Y/N)." Now i was a sobbing mess and the boys had to carry me back to my seat. The day seemed to go by slowly. It is the worst day of my life because i had to say goodbye to my love.
~2 Years Later~
The band split up because i couldn't handle it. But me and the boys are still close. Every weekend i go and visit (Y/N). It just isn't the same. I still have not found the one and (Y/N) still holds my heart. I have turned to alcohol to help ease the pain. It doesnt help but i would like to think it would. And now i have been thinking maybe i could meet back up with my baby. I could finally be able to see her again. You know what they say your life flashes before your eyes before you die and mine has been flashing for years, so i think it is now time to close my eyes for the final time and leave this world i live on to see my baby for the rest of time.