MY INNOCENCE 🌸 || p.jm ✔︎

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It's been about a week or so since I left Jimin's mansion and I'll be lying if I said that everyday didn't get harder. I missed him, no matter how many times I tried to deny it to my friends and myself. But no matter how bad I want to be with him, I can't, I can't go through any more heart break. Maybe it's best if we stay apart.

Maybe this is sign, pulling us away from the disaster that was bound to happen. I've been bouncing from Elle's and my parents house since I left. Right now I was walking down the street with Shownu, just to get my mind off of things.

"Angel, you're day dreaming again."

"S-sorry... it's just—

"You don't have to say it, I know." I weakly smiled at him, while shoving a spoonful of ice cream into my mouth.

"So anyways, you said you had some news to share." I changed the subject.

"Right.. so you know my uncle Chi." I nodded. "Well he's retiring soon and he wants me to take over the family business."

"That's amazing, when do you start?"

"He told me to enjoy myself for right now, and when he takes out "the big bad PJM" I'll be the most feared in Korea." I stopped walking, when he realized he stopped.

"Um, that doesn't sound like a regular business. What are you signing up for?"

"It's nothing—

"Shownu.." I cut him off with a warning glare.

"He's a mafia leader." Images of Jimin and all that he's done, flashed in my mind.

"Why would be happy about that, why would you accept that?" I scolded. "Don't you know, they kill people."

"Angel, chill it's not that big of a deal... ha see what I did there, I just rhymed—

"This is serious Shownu." I cut him off. I threw my half empty carton in the trash near me and he threw his empty one away.

"Angel relax, everything is going to be fine." Like I haven't heard that before. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we continued to walk the street.

Jimin

Jealousy burned deep inside of me as I seen them walking from the inside of my car. I miss her so damn much and I'm tired of being stubborn. I drove away from the scene, before the rage blinded me to the point I would have gotten out of the car and slit his throat.

I went to Paradise because it was closed during the day. I headed straight towards the bar, drinking the first bottle I can get my hands on. "What is she doing to me!?" I yelled at myself.

I don't drink, I'm more well put together than this, but every since she came into my life I started to see the colors, but when she left, everything was black and white again.

I've been thinking long enough. I'm going to do it. I'm going to go to her. I'm going to put my stubbornness to the side and apologize to her. Before I knew it the sky turned dark and I don't know if I was tipsy or drunk but I made my way to the car, driving to her parents house hoping that's where she was. I was almost there and the passed the house and ran into a tree near by.

Angel

I was talking with my parents, for the first time since my graduation day. They seemed to be enjoying life right now. My dad even got himself a new car. I arrived at the moment they were about to go out and I was just telling them not to worry about me I'll be alright.

"Are you sure?" He asked again.

"Because we can stay, and it'll be the three of us, just hanging in the living room and talking out of problems or just enjoying each other's company." My mom suggested.