MY INNOCENCE 🌸 || p.jm ✔︎

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"Ahhhh, right there!"

"Angel, please stop moaning before he gets on hard." He groaned as I teased.

"I'm sorry, but your hands are amazing." We were laying on the bed and he was giving me my promised foot massage. I was watching tv, simple news like always around this time at night. Glancing at Jimin I could tell something was on his mind.

"Babe, what's wrong?"

"Nothing." I sat up.

"You're lying." I responded. "Come on, tell me." I practically begged.

"I found out about your hospital visits." I swallowed my heart in that moment as I looked down. "Why... why didn't you tell me... why didn't you talk about this with me first." I could tell he was hurt. "You didn't think I would find out?... Please talk to me-

"I didn't want to bring a child into this, this is not a life for a child."

"Wha-

"I already lost two and-

"I'm sorry, you said two!?" He looked shocked and a bit hurt. I kinda didn't want him to know, because I didn't want him to feel guilty about it. "When did that happen?" I sighed.

"Last year during the ball in Daegu." He inhaled and exhaled a couple of times.

"If I would have known that wouldn't have happen." I ran my fingers through my hair, combing my hair back. "Well you missed this month, so there's a possibility you can get pregnant, you won't get the shot again."

"I'm not bringing a child into this, not until you get out of the mafia life."

"Wh— what!? I'm not giving up my throne!" He spat.

"And I'm not having a child!" I fired back.

"You heard what I said and that's final! No more secret doctor visits!" He yelled before storming out of the room.

"Ughhhh!!!" I groaned. "How in the hell did he even find out- heh, I don't even know why I'm asking myself that, he damn near knows everything. It's only a matter of time before he finds out about America. I rolled over in the bed and my phone started to ring. I picked it up and answered it.

"Hello?" I said with a bit of an attitude.

"Angel..." is he crying? I jumped out the bed and went to the balcony, closing it's door behind me.

"Shownu, what's wrong?"

"I-it's Katherine... s-she's dead." My heart quaked.

"W-what happened!?" I sniffled.

"She had a heart attack, while I was at work.. I was about to go visit her as always, when I found out."

"Shownu I'm so sorry."

"Angel, I don't know what to do." Tears were falling down my face, I feel so bad for him.

"I'll be there as soon as I can, I promise."

"T-thank you." He hung up and I couldn't help the heart ache I felt. They were together for almost two years, about to get married, life's too short and I feel so bad for my hurting friend.

"And another thing- he startled me but as soon as I seen him and ran into his arms.

"I love you so much Jiminie."

"Um, I love you too." I glad he didn't question it but instead let me embrace him. "Is everything alright?" I sniffed at broke the hug.

"Y-yeah, uhm, one of my workers' fiancée died and I was sorta close to her whenever I visited America so I have to go back."

"I-I'm sorry to hear that.. let me come with you-

"You don't have to do that..."

"I want too, besides it's been almost a year since I seen your American Boutique." I couldn't say no, so I just nodded and called the girls. I have to keep Shownu and Jimin far apart as possible, especially doing this time.

Wonho

I was in the car waiting on Hyungwon to get in the car as we were tailing Shownu. After a few moments he came and sighed as he sat.

"So.. whats going on?" I asked him.

"His fiancée is dead, died of a heart attack... she had cancer, the funeral might be this weekend... Angel and her friends will be here."

"We need to do something, I don't want to piss I.M. off anymore." I sighed while rubbing my temples.

"We need to take Angel then."

"No you idiot, we're dead men walking, she had a year of training from Bangtan, she'll anticipate and we'll be walking dead men. It's a reason Jimin's the King. We need to take another valuable player."

"Like one of the friends."

"Exactly." I nodded while starting the car.

Shownu

[the next day]

I was at home, drinking and making funeral plans instead of wedding plans. My heart was hurting, I was in pain, and pain I didn't know was even possible.

I love her with everything in me and now she's just gone. The was a knock on my door and I sighed before getting up and going to answer it, not bothering with asking who it was because quite frankly, every time I open my mouth I want to cry. I opened the door to be greeted by Jooheon.

"I'm sorry man." He pulled me in a hug while patting my back a couple of times.

"Thanks. Come in." I stepped aside and let him enter. I looked both ways before closing my door. "No ones' following you right?"

"I'm good." He said before sitting on the opposite side of the couch. "They're making plans to try and get you to come back, and I think they're planning on hurting Angel to get to you."

"They won't succeed. Jimin won't let anything harm her. Neither will I." There's go the doorbell, both our heads snapped towards it. Who in the hell could that be. Jooheon pulled his gun out as I went towards the door. I opened it and sighed in relief.

"Angel..." she pulled me in a hug, hugging me tightly.

"I'm so sorry." Her warm embrace felt nice. I looked back and seen Elle and Sher. After Angel pulled away they both hugged me.

"We're so sorry this is happening to you." Elle mumbled into my neck.

"We love you." Sher said.

"Thank you guys for coming-

"What are you doing here!?" Angel spat. I turned around and notice Jooheon was still present in the room.

"I'm not here to hurt you." Jooheon informed her.

"How do I know that!?" She replied boldly.

"Angel-

"Are you rejoining?" She nearly fumed, cutting me off.

"Of course not! That's why he's here... to help me get away from that life." I explained.

"Then I'll help you too"

"What? No, you have so much going on I can't ask you to do that."

"Shownu, you are my best friend, please, I want to do this." She held my hand. I sighed because I could never say no to her.

"Okay."