MY INNOCENCE 🌸 || p.jm ✔︎

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I was waiting in the car as he stood outside on the phone. After 20 minutes he got back in and started to car without a word.

"So?"

"Namjoon is at the hotel and Jungkook is staying the night with Elle."

"Okay well I want to see her before we go to the hotel." He scoffed and started to drive. We were riding for quiet sometime and he missed the turn. "You missed the turn."

"I know." He answered blankly.

"Then where are we going?" He didn't answer me as he just continued to drive. "Jimin!?" He looked at me, rolled his eyes and kept driving. I scoffed while sitting back, seeing where he was going to go.

We end up on top of some mountain, over looking the city. He got out the car and walked to the front, sitting on the hood. I wanted to know his problem so I got out and went to where he was.

"What's your problem?"

"You're seriously asking that?" He snarled.

"Jim-

"You forgot, you lied to me Angel, for 3 years."

"I thought we talked about this-

"No you assumed I just forgave you for that." He cut me off, annoyingly.

"Jimin-

"No Angel, put yourself in my shoes! I'm supposed to protect you and you've been protecting the guy that claimed to had sex with you, even tried to fucking take you away from me, you've been protecting him from me! How do you expect me to feel!?" I was silent.

"I bet you don't even have a fucking answer." He bitterly chuckled while pushing his hair back and walking away, pacing. "We're supposed to be trust each other and be honest with each other and yes I've keep somethings from you but it hasn't been as big as this. You went days without speaking to me when you found about Seulgi and you expect me to forgive and forget in a day! I can't do that. That's beyond, disrespectful! And if I was the same way I was I would have killed both you."

"Is that really how you feel?" I was beyond hurt, he's never talked to me like that, and my feelings were crushed. I crossed the line, I understand that but do I really deserve this.

"You do not get to be mad at me, not this time." It was quiet. The wind howled as the sun set. In silence leaning on both sides of the car, we stayed like that for over an hour, until the pinkish orange, yellowish purple sky turned midnight blue, stars painted across.

Without a word he got inside the car and started it. I wiped my face and got inside, buckling the seat belt and sinking back into the seat. The silence was deafening and I wanted to scream, but I kept myself together.

Once we were back at the hotel, he met up with Namjoon and they talked a bit outside the door. I didn't want to say a word to him so I just went in the room and packed a overnight bag. I wasn't mad, I was hurt, and I didn't want to show my weak side.

He entered and threw both sets of keys on the table in the day room before walking into the bedroom, noticing what I was doing.

"What are you doing?" I didn't answer. "Silence gets you no where," he walked towards me. "What are you doing?"

"Packing!" I tried to make it come out strong but it came out broken.

"For what, cause you're not going anywhere." I threw the bag over my shoulders and started walking towards the bedroom door. I stopped at the table and tried to see which set was mine which didn't take a second, but as I reached for them both sets were snatched away.