I'm yours| Song Hyeongjun

Fifteen

I woke up to the sound of an alarm. It is dark and pitch black. Slowly i captured some sunlight from the edge of my eye. I could see again. I'm in my room. What's wrong last night... OH!! Koo jungmo.

I rushed downstairs and see my clock on top of my tv. It's five in the morning. When did i set my alarm to five am. I walked to my kitchen and bumped someone.

"Ouch. Huh? Hyeongjunie?" I shook my head and rub it since my head bumped his shoulder.

"H-hi. You're awake." He smiled like nothing happens.

"What are you doing here?"

"Uhm i have to stay here cause yesterday you passed out at the hospital so i took you home and your brother said that i could stay here for a night."

"Is jungmo alright?"

"He- he's not awake yet. I don't know when he will wake up but the doctor said that probably he'll wake up for three days."

I can't believe that a tragedy happens to him. This is unbelievable. Suddenly i thought of him. Jungmo who is so good lucking and kind. But yesterday he broke my heart twice. He's the one that made my world and mood crumbles.

"Sara you alright?" Hyeongjun snapped his finger in front of me.

"Ah yes I'm fine. I wanna go and take a bath." The word for those people who feels not fine but instead they're just covering it with 'Im fine'. Please y'all we're all related to this.

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School feels empty when he's not here. It's totally basic when he's not here because of shooting but this time it's different.

"Ya! Sara why are you daydreaming like from the first time you came in and sat on your chair until now. What's wrong honey. Tell me." It's taera. She's super care of me since the prom night when jungmo leaves me. Then she know there's something wrong with me and him.

"Do you know that jungmo is in the hospital."

"What! No i dont know. Tell me then."

"He had an accident last night and he's now hospitalized."

"Wow I can't believe this. Like how-"

"Accident is an accident, tae. We'll never know when and how. They just doing their thing without anyone's prediction."

"Ah okay sar. But if you need me just call me. I'm here for you."

"Thanks tae."

School has ended. Yeah like that fast. I walked through the hallway alone looking at my black shiny shoes leads me to the school gate. Then somebody grabbed my shoulder.

"Sara. How's your day?" Hyeongjun walked beside me.

"Gloomy."

"Yikes. You need some vacay. Look. I have something for you." He took out something from his pocket and showed up a n envelope.

"What is it hyeongjunie?"

"It's a circus ticket. Let's go home and I'll pick you up at two pm. Be ready and be more happy also gorgeous."

"Haha ok." I elbowed him and we giggled throughout our way home.

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I wore a long shirt with a rainbow color and a jumpsuit. I tried to make myself looking happy with it and it worked.

I wonder what circus will hyeongjun brought me to. I looked at myself in the mirror. I posed some random style and smiled.

"What are you doing? And where are you going?" Then there's this guy who ruined my random moment in front of the mirror.

"I'm going out with hyeongjun to the circus."

"Oh i see. It's a date aye"

"Nawh bro. He's just asking me to watch a circus. Are you jealous because there's no girl asked you to go on a date. Haha don't lie bro."

"Aish don't say that. You just don't know that I'm quite popular in my campus and lots of girls trying to date me but i refuse. They're not for me yet. I'm still finding a girl who is my love life until death. And we lived happily ever after."

"Hoaam. Yeah yeah good poetry. Now i must go. Look, hyeongjun is calling me." I answered his call and started talking to him.

"Ah yes hyeongjun. What? You're outside. Okay coming." I closed the phone and grab my bag. But before that i got some things to say to my handsome brother.

"I can't stand you being alone like this without a couple. Just one girl. Ugh such a sad life for you bro. I feel pathetic. Now i should go. Hyeongjun is outside."
I ran out of my room and laughed while running.

"Ya! That skunk sister. I HATE YOU. Let's see later."

I opened my house door and see hyeongjun's car outside. I step out and knocked his window.

"Hi. Nice to see you. Should i come in?" I asked.

"Oh hi. Yeah sure get in here." He points the seat beside him.

Not too much chitchating and we're already outside the circus building. It's crowded out here and there's so many delicious food stall throughout the way.

"Sara. Let's buy that popcorn and that iced tea. That should be enough right?" He asked and grabbed my hands to the popcorn stall.

"I want more. I want hotdog."

"Okay dear."

After the food stuff we entered the building. It is huge and colorful. There's animals and people and a lot more.

"This is our seat." Hyeongjun points at the seat in front of us and looked at the ticket one more time.

We sat on the third row of the seat here. Hyeongjun then gave me my hotdog and iced tea. He placed our popcorn in the middle. And suddenly the building blacked out. Then there's this yellow light highlights a man with a circus clothes saying an opening.

Throughout the show we had fun and stuff. I forgot what's the sad things i think of back then. We laughed and giggled. Suddenly my phone rings.

"Hello?"

"Jungmo is awake."

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Hola guys. Sorry for the late update. But thank god i still can update my story. I'm super busy these day. I have to practice for my dance show on December and also about school. I have to study for my national exam.

And guys do you know about x1 in the airport with their sad faces. I think it's about the rank manipulation and a lot of knetz wants x1 and iz*one to disband. Oh my god i feel sad for them. Just hoping that they'll be a successful group in the year ahead.