The little Omega

Chapter one

You can imagine my ocs however you want. I'll describe them more important characters at the top of the chapter. 

Kitito- Petite male, light blue hair that goes to his neck, silver eyes, 5'3", lip ring on bottom lip left side

Alec- Male with strong build, brown hair that's short, 6'0", bright blue eyes

Tyler- red hair with black roots, green eyes, ears pierced, strong build but not to strong 5'7"

Jason- brown short curly hair, brown eyes, 5'9"

'bold'- wolf talking

warning: mention of self harm                                                                                                                                                      abuse 

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Kitito P.O.V.-

      Hey there, I'm Kitito and I'm an eighteen year old omega......well, more like I'm turning eighteen today. I'm just gonna say I'm eighteen , because I will be in a few minutes. Anyway, when a werewolf like me turns eighteen they find their mate, if they aren't mateless that is. I'm fully prepared to be rejected by my mate, if I have one.

     The only reason I'm prepared to be rejected is because I'm an useless omega. Everyone in my pack always tells me my mate will reject me. I mean, their not wrong, what person would ever want an omega as a mate. I can't fully prepare for rejection though, I've heard it hurts both physically and mentally. More than anyone can prepare for.

     It doesn't help any that I'm super ugly. All my ribs are visible and scars cover my entire body. Both from being beat and from me hurting myself. My mate would be absolutely crazy to accept me. It's also why I don't have any friends, they'd be just as crazy to have an omega mate.

     I get beat by the alpha's son Jason and his friends, but I know I deserve it. When I get beat, it's because I messed up. The only thing is my wolf, Snow, hates when I'm beat. He always tells me it's not my fault, when I know it is. Snow absolutely despises Jason. It happened after....... well I'd rather not say, it's bad memories that I try to forget. I will say because of that experience I've been terrified of Alphas. Snow constantly tells me not all alphas are like that but I've never met a nice one. 

     Jason, and all those other alphas have good reason to beat me though. I'm ugly,disgusting, useless, worthless, and the list goes on. That's why I cut though, it helps, but it makes snow incredibly mad. I know I shouldn't do it, but I deserve to die. I don't know what life would have been like if my parents hadn't of abandoned me.

    Maybe I would be loved. They loved me till they found out I'm an omega. Sometimes I question why the moon goddess made my life so bad. I only have three pairs of jeans, a hoodie, and a torn up pair of shoes. The pack never gives me any new clothes because they don't think I deserve any, which I don't. My hoodie is a plain black one that's little torn up and too small for me even though I'm only 5'3". I scare very easily because of the beatings and because my hoodie is too small, I can't hide in it for comfort. 

     I do have a name,but everyone calls me trash or omega. Maybe I can run away...... actually I haven't shifted since my first shift. I haven't been allowed too....I'd probably be screaming in pain. If I scream it would notify the pack, even if my room is the basement. Not a good mix. Well, I guess I'm stuck here till I die. Well... that might be soon, it's freezing in the basement and I only have a torn up sheet to give me warmth. Or if I bleed out from the self harm..either could kill me.