♂Guys Cry Too
I am sad
It hurts
To question yourself
To doubt your abilities
To know if it is true
I know only alcohol can understand and console
I drank the whole glass
Felt the rush of fluids down my throat
And with every gulp it's like the alcohol is trying to wash away the pain.
I failed on a major subject
which may lead to repeating
I've worked really hard
Put all the effort
But I didn't get the grade high enough to be called pass
I know one of the son of my professors hold grudges against me
He is scared that I am smarter than him
Ha. pathetic fool
The bartender filled my glass again
and again
and again
until I'm starting to lose sanity
until I can't grip hold of reality
until I can't control myself
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I feel like I'm being one with the sound in this bar
As if the noise is loud but calming enough
I dance to death
I'm alone. I want to be with someone"
"YaNI!!!!!! Z!!!!! YoU'Re BOtH HeRE!!!!"
I felt tear---sweat in my eyes
"WhO iS crYing?"
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After 12am Is Dangerous
Fiksi RemajaA flash fiction where love and confusion blooms after 12am