-Part 25-

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by alwayzdaydreamin

by alwayzdaydreamin

♂Guys Cry Too

I am sad

It hurts

To question yourself

To doubt your abilities

To know if it is true

I know only alcohol can understand and console

I drank the whole glass

Felt the rush of fluids down my throat

And with every gulp it's like the alcohol is trying to wash away the pain.

I failed on a major subject

which may lead to repeating

I've worked really hard

Put all the effort

But I didn't get the grade high enough to be called pass

I know one of the son of my professors hold grudges against me

He is scared that I am smarter than him

Ha. pathetic fool

The bartender filled my glass again

and again

until I'm starting to lose sanity

until I can't grip hold of reality

until I can't control myself

I don't know what I'm doing anymore

I feel like I'm being one with the sound in this bar

As if the noise is loud but calming enough

I dance to death

I'm alone. I want to be with someone"

"YaNI!!!!!! Z!!!!! YoU'Re BOtH HeRE!!!!"

I felt tear---sweat in my eyes

"WhO iS crYing?"