Wasted

Miscarried

I hate myself for hating her
But I can't see myself without her
She carried me for 9 months
And I blamed her for the rest of my life
She hated me too and her life also
I hated seeing her cry
I kept the truth and then I lied
When I say I don't need her in my life
And I hate myself when my anger turns to tears
I just close my eyes shut
Her words that I don't want to hear
It pierces my heart