sequel:thug life pt.2

Changes ...

     It's been a whole year since I've spoken to Dre , I really have been feeling like I've lost the love of my life to some stupid one night stand . My minds been all over the place I haven't been to work lately , my clients have been missing me but I'm just not in the mood to even do anything !!! I'm in the house all alone I walk around there everyday just thinking to myself how I let it get this far , that night keeps replaying in my head . I haven't even spoken to Aj he can honestly kiss my ass because I definitely won't be speaking to him . I changed my number I did everything I just want my husband back ! My sister is disappointed in me but I could careless I know exactly what I've done wasn't the right thing to do but I can't change what happened but what I can do is change what goes forward. ( Monday morning )- I decided to just go into work today to just get my mind off things and clear my head , as I'm approaching my shop I see a car that looks very very familiar ( mind you I haven't been here for a couple of months ) so I'm just walking minding my business I hear " Jessica jessica get yo ass in this car " I look back and who do I see ? My good ole friend Aj ... at this point I'm shook I haven't seen him since that night everything happened and honestly I don't wanna see him . 

 I walk up to the car and say " what is it that you want from me Aj " Aj- I just wanna talk to you I mean girl you've been ghosting me for a year now and some months come on get in the car .. I look around at first and something in the back of my mind is telling me don't get inside this mans car but yet I do it anyways. It's pure silence I'm looking out the window and I could tell he's giving me a deep stare so I just look down and say " so how's everything going " and he did this little like laugh and said " shit I could be way better you know the girl I wanted to be with baby daddy beat me up and now she ghosting me but I found her ass " and I gave him this look like I just wanted to smack the fuck out of him for even saying that shit to me but I kept my cool and just replied " oh well that's good " . 20 minutes later .. so I'm still sitting in this mans car and we've been talking about nothing but the past and the situation at hand and honestly I could care less now about it but he obviously is butt hurt so might as well act like I care about it . I put my hand on his shoulder and said " it'll all be alright things just don't go the way you would want and life goes on " he grabbed my hand so quick and next thing I know I'm on top of this man looking him dead in the eyes .... he's grabbing my waist , feeling on me , touching me in all the right places anddddd of course I gave into everything his trap I seem to always get into knowing I shouldn't be doing this !!! 

  Once we were done I felt so guilty , okay for one my baby daddy is out here somewhere doing god knows what and I miss him yet I am fucking on my side piece . I automatically pull my dress down get out the car and just go back to my car and hurry and sped off... I am a fucking idiot there is no way I'm trying to get dre back and I keep doing this shit no way!!! As I make my way back home my heart dropped guess who was at my steps with his hands crossed? AJ ! I do not know why this man is outside my house as if we are together this is not that , I yelled at him to get the fuck away from infront of my house but soon as I did that he picked me up and carried me in my house ... there was no way from me getting down if he had me by my legs . He laid me on the couch and laid on top of me and said " just let me enjoy this moment before you kick me out" I couldn't resist I started rubbing his hair and he's rubbing my stomach and next thing I know I'm sound asleep. I woke up 3 hours later , aj is still here and I'm not sure why he's even here at this point but I guess he not leaving. He called me up into my bedroom and of  course I went up there and what's waiting for me ... a nice bubble bath with roses and candles. At this point I'm trapped ! as we're enjoying this nice bath my phone is ringing and ringing off the hook so I get up and go answer it... my heart sank to my feet ... it was Dre. this is what he said to me " My homeboy seen you with that nigga still till this day I see you not gone ever leave this nigga alone I see what i'm gone have to do , ima put a hole in him since he got me and i'm gone get what he love the most ... You ! and he hung up....