Not okay anymore (Dani Cimorelli)- completed

Chapter 7

I got into the car and all my sisters did too, along with Angela and Christina her sister.

Katherine and Lisa sat in the front, Lisa driving, me and Christina (Cimorelli) sat in the middle and Angela, Christina (Malek).

It took a few minuets to get home and then everyone began hanging around it was 4 in the afternoon so it was around an hour before the barbecue. I went up to my room and sat and facing the wall on my old bed, i now sleep in Lauren's, thinking, shouldn't it be me dead? do i really deserve life if Lauren doesn't have it? suddenly i felt two warm arms around me. Thomas.

"Hey" he says

"Hi" I mumble, well I was planning on trying to act more positive not to worry him but that failed right away.

"You okay, Dani?" He asked concerned

"Yeah, I was just having some thinking time" I say

"Oh want me to go?" He says pointing towards the door

"No, stay please. I was beginning to get lonely anyway" I smile and hug him.

"Dani, Thomas, Nick, Joey, Chris! Can you come down here? The barbecue starts soon and we need to get ready!" Mom shouts

"Okay" we all reply

"I'm just gonna get changed" I say to Tom and he walks out.

I get into a black vest top, blue denim shorts and a blue, white, black and grey flannel around my waist, my style never really changed. I walked out and went downstairs to the living room Thomas was talking to Jake, Nick, Harry, Johnny, they had always all gotten along. I smile and walk into the garden, I had forgotten I had no shoes on but it didn't matter really.

Michael was playing music, next to him were Amy, Katherine and Alex debating on what song should be played next, mike just ignored them which was pretty funny.

The whole night was great, I spent most of my time messing about with my siblings, cousins and friends in the garden or hanging out with Tom. Now it was over, everyone had gone home apart from Katherine, Christina and Mike and Alex was going to take a break from travelling for a few months.

It was like old times with my siblings well only Laur wasn't here.
I'm always going to miss my sugar and never forget her.
I sat with my family having a movie night that evening. We watched every movie we used to often watch together.

I sat with Christina and Nick either side of me on one of the large sofas we had in the living room. I rested my head on Christina's shoulder and she smiled down at me, I returned the smile.

I love my family and always will forever more.