yellow lode

FIRST DAY

I no wan trouble oo🎶🎶🎶
I just want to dance with you my babe🎶🎶🎶
I no wan trouble ooo🎶🎶
I just want to dance with you and make you smile 🎶
"I no wan trouble" by Star plus

Watching my self in my small mirror hanging on the wall and memorizing how I will make friends when I get into campus

Hey...... I'm Chika Onukwe and you.... no..no....

Hello I'm chika and u? Can we be friends and hang out once in a while?

Urrgg! That sounds dumb, who cares anyway, I am not good at this, I never was that's why i had no friends, and they would probably think I'm desperate for their friendship.

Oh! God who goes around introducing themselves to radom people just to make friends, that's really dumb of me..

Relax.......... Inhales
Relax...........exhales
You will be fine, first arrange your room, get something to eat and maybe sleep... I said to myself

Knock knock......

Oh God please No more, I want peace.....
I said hoarsely but in a very calm way, I don't need the person outside my door to hear me

Knock Knock...
Neighbour.... Neighbour ooo ... The voice cried
E be like say she no de inside, the feminine voice muttered
Make we come back later.

We! Did I just hear a "we", oh thank God(I threw my hands in the air) I didn't open the door, ah! I can't even converse proper with a person, I would shit my pants before I could say anything.
( shivering already,
The anxiety is overwhelming, now I feel like going home badly, I want to go home I screamed silently)

*****
First day at school was awesome, I didn't expect to meet so much vibrant and positive course mates, well we all where happy because of the different reasons, some for freedom ( well for me) some to get a degree while some.......... I don't know, everyone had different motives, all that didnt really matter much cause I had enough fun.

I had included my self in every discussion and gathering during and after each class I knew I would make friends, I want to be among, at least the second class babes, I want to know "whats'up" that's what makes you a big girl, well I did meet the class of girls I want, after all I'm becoming popular, to me that was a great achievement for a start and an impressive one at that for a first day.

hey! He gave a wide smile

Hy "that's the only thing I could say,
but in my head I was screaming " his cute his cute" the first thing I observed was his lip, looks soft and brown, I wondered how I knew it could be soft, well I didn't want to think opposite, his hair is well permed and curly, tall, dark and impressive light brown eye,
I smiled back, I already knew he would be one of the guys I will definitely date" (oh I called myself back " madam calm down oo, remember what mummy told you")

I'm Frank and you?
"Wanted to say chika, hmm but I won't sound sweet"
Pearl..... Like the precious stone, I added

Do you know where to submit our G.S receipt ?

No! I replied We will be informed soon, immediately I focused on my hands pretending to be reading through my transparent file, I couldn't restrain my smile it was as though fixated on my round slim face, my whole face would have turned red if I was light skinned, I didn't want to look stupid, he was staring too long,

I raised my brows up with the sign like "any problem"

Oh please can I seat, he asked politely with a smile
This time I was felt a hot rush from inside, I wasn't sweating physically but I was indeed hot, my stomach rumbled, my head was light, no.. I need to be smart I said to myself doubtfully, I adjusted a bit and inch, reached out for my novel in my bag,