"Yeah Cai... ok... I know..." It's 9 p.m. brother calm down... "Ok... well I am eating now..." if you let me... "I will be home by 11..." I hope... "Yes Cai...Love you too..." I end the phone call...
"Well I see your brother takes his role seriously..." you have no idea...
"I'm gone all day... that was nothing..."
"Remind me to never mess with your brother..." it's in your hand buddy...
"Did you order our pizza?" only thing on my mind now...
"Yes... don't worry...we'll feed your tummy..." good...
"So today was a tour... the life of Ron Dorse tour... I liked it..." it was perfect actually...
"Glad to hear..." he hugs me closer to him... "Now, should I expect yours soon?" does he really expect a tour to my life?
"Too boring... you won't like it..." I don't think I am anyway ready for that...
"Don't be so sure..." I am not that interesting...
"We'll see..." I rest on his shoulder... "You now school starts in 3 days..." why?
"Already hah...?" I don't like it either, believe me...
"That's what I heard..." the reality is knocking out door Ron...
we need to answer...
"Eve..." yeah... "I promise I am trying to fix everything..." I hope you are... "I just have so much to do..." I understand that... "Give me some time..." You need to be quick... this thing is getting more tangled by day "... and I will be able to scream my need for you..." well that's quite a picture...
"You can just tattoo it..." basically no... that's weird...
"I'll take that as an ok..." glad to see we can communicate eventually... I kiss his neck...
"Ron, I was wondering..." well that's a new one... "Does Ace know?" well he saw us yesterday... wow yesterday...how can everything be so fast?
"He suspects..." not blame there... "...but no I haven't told him anything... that would be bad..."
That would be bad?
"Why bad?" Bad?
He's your best friend...
"Well it's too early... Don't you think?"
"If it's too early why the date?" Ron, i can't afford confusing messages...
"Eve, a second ago you were ok with giving me time..."
"I don't disagree on giving you time Ron..." i leave his embrace... "I just don't like the fact that you want everything to move forward while you are stuck in a confusing situation that doesn't give you that prospect.." Do you understand that right now you are considered to be cheating... Even if you say that it's over, well it's not... and I can't be okay with something when it's meant to be a secret..
"Eve... Everything with us happened fast and i didn't have the guts to give you a clear start and believe me I am too selfish to wait for the clear start you deserve... please be a little patient with me and you'll see that everything will flow just fine..."
I need to leave... What am I doing here?
I get you are afraid I am too... but why do you even need time...why do you come back to me if you are not ready for it? Ron, I am willing to wait but please don't get me so envolved with you when you need to hide me... i don't want to hide...
Today was so perfect... so dreamy... but I woke up and I need to leave...
"Eve... do you pay attention?" no...
YOU ARE READING
My Sleepy Boy
Romance"So? What was that important, that couldn't wait till morning?" he is going to get out of it... to deny any existence of feelings ... how could I be so stupid... why did I misread everything... " What are you thinking...Is everything ok?"...
