invincible || luke hemmings (IN MAJOR EDITING)

chapitre six - i miss you.

songs:

smoke - pvris

i miss you - blink 182

my house - pvris

you and me - lifehouse

two weeks later

BEA

today was monday which meant i unfortunately had school, you see i don't mind going to school to learn but the people who go there put me off and what they teach us is complete and utter bullshit. they teach us things that we most probably won't ever use in life, they don't teach us the real stuff. i'm not a part of the popular squad or crew or whatever you call it, in fact i quite frankly don't give two shits about popularity however my friends do. they've always cared far too much for my liking about popularity and especially their reputation and that's what i hated about them and they've gone and still go to high extents just to maintain their reputation.

today was monday and it was also a day where i couldn't be bothered to put up with anyone which is why i chose not to walk with my friends. i couldn't be bothered to put up with anyone, yea, but if luke was here then i would walk with him but he's not so he is the only person who is not getting on my nerves today. i missed him, a lot, for the past two weeks or so i've been constantly talking to him through text and now at this moment i'm not and it felt weird and i missed him. last thursday, i played at the cafe again and i played an acoustic version of my house by pvris because he told me to and i got his note, as always, at the end telling me i was amazing and then he texted me telling me the same thing. but the sad thing is, i couldn't thank him in person and i just wish i knew how he looked and who he was in person, i just want to meet him.

currently, i was on my way to my music class with my headphones in and boys like girls on full volume. it was performing arts day today and it was when every student spends the whole school day studying, doing and making progress in their performing arts subject which in my case was music. when i reached my music class, i opened the door and looked around and quite thankfully there weren't that many people here at the moment. i made my way to the small lockers and greeted my music teacher mr robins good morning, he was more like a friend than a teacher to be honest. i took out my music notes and took out my phone from my bag and put it in the front pocket of my jeans and walked to practice room 7 with my guitar without anyone or anything to disturb.

hours later, it was lunch and i missed break so i got up and left to go to the canteen to get a drink or something. i took my phone out of my pocket and checked my messages and unsurprisingly, most of them were from luke:

luke: i miss you

luke: where are you

luke: im bored

luke: talk to me im so bored and i miss u alot

luke: it feels weird not talkin to u where r u

luke: ok bea wya

luke: i wish we could cuddle

luke: i feel like ur a gr8 cuddler

luke: am i right or am i right

luke: *virtually cuddles u*

luke: its not the same as it would be in person:-(

luke: i miss you

luke: i miss you

luke: i miss you

bea: i miss you too lukey

lukey: omg bea where have u been

bea: im at school m8