invincible || luke hemmings (IN MAJOR EDITING)

chapitre huit - you're an asshole.

songs: 

roger rabbit - sleeping with sirens 

sleepwalking  - bring me the horizon

fire - sleeping with sirens 

the only exception - paramore 

LUKE

we stood there for about five minutes like that until she broke the silence and moment by saying something that slightly confused me:

"luke you're an asshole" she mumbled into my ear. i put her down on the ground and took her hands into mine.

"why?" i asked.

"because you are, i was so set on not seeing you. you told me we couldn't meet and i just sorta believed that and now look you're here at my bloody school, you told me you were getting popcorn. you're an asshole, a really really cute asshole" her answer to my question made me smile so i smiled at her. i smiled at bea, who was standing right in front of me.

"you think i'm cute huh?" i smirked at her and she scoffed a 'shutup' and turned around and started to pick up all the pieces of paper: "how did you even know that it was me? well of course i answered your text, duh but like say if i didn't, would you know it was me?"

"yea i would, you're the cab hoodie guy with the skinny jeans with several different bracelets, icy blue eyes and the lip ring, i notice you every week and in all honesty, on thursday i was going to ask if you were you but now-" i cut her off by finishing off her sentence with: "here i am." i walked up to where she was and joined her in picking up the paper. she sat on the floor and scanned over the several papers in her hand and then looked up at me with a frown on her face.

"luke seriously though, why are people saying all that stuff about you?" i knew it, she wasn't she going to let it go. i didn't know what to tell her, why did i have a bad reputation? well lets start with number one: from a young age, i stupidly got into drugs and alcohol and very easily i got addicted to them. due to the drugs and alcohol, i've managed to get myself into a lot of fights with people and i end up getting physically aggressive with them. number two: also due to the drugs and alcohol, i've managed to get myself into a huge amount of debt that i have no idea how to pay back. oh and also have i mentioned that the drugs and alcohol are fucking illegal? jamie stinson, the dude who sell sme the alcohol and drugs and zack ken, a dude that i hit at a party teamed upt o get me back and it's me against them. ken falsely accused me of shooting him, he did get shot but just not by me however he led almost the whole town to believe that it was me. the accusation led me to get arrested and eventually after a long ass night i got bailed out, but after that night my dad kicked me out which is why i stay with my friends: michael, calum and ashton. 

"luke? you okay there?" i didn't realise i zoned out, "oh yea i'm fine."

"so why?" 

"because people like to talk, they need something and someone to talk about so they choose me" i couldn't tell her, if she was the one person who didn't know, i'd like to keep it that way so someone would at least see me in a different way. 

"okay" that's all she said and i was thankful for that but at the same time i didn't want her to be upset with me. i walked to where she was sitting and i sat down behind her with my legs straddling her from the back. i pulled her into my arms so her back was pressed to my chest, she broke into giggles and asked: 

"luke what are you doing?" 

"i don't think i'm ever going to be able to stop hugging you"

"we can hug a lot more later, shall we play some music now?" she laughed into my ear and moved herself back slightly to sit in my lap. i wrapped my arms around her waist to bring her closer to me and i whispered in her ear: "yea, lets play some music."

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KEEP ON WHISPERING IN MY EAR TELL ME ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANNA CAUSE ITS TRUE THATS WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU