❤️adopted by the shaytards❤️

pt.16

today dad wasnt returning home.
but it was the last day in the big apple.
i have never been there before, but to me it looks really cool.
and the big tree during the christmas season probably looks 10 times better in real life.
but here, in idaho, we can find our own tree and it can be as tall as we want it to be. but the kids didnt want to even shay suggested it like 20 times.
we all decided we will look in a tree farm and pick the tallest one.
since we have a lot of space in the new house we decided that we will get the big tree.
last year in california we had a fake tree and we also had a lot of space but got a fake tree.
talking about last year reminds me of christmas eve with jake.
***flashback to christmas eve***
"hey jake!" i walked in and he kissed my cheek. it was christmas eve. even though i wanted to spend it with my family, i decided to spend it with jake. maybe i will tell him we are moving today.
"wow you have a really nice house jake."
"thanks nicole. lets go to my room."
i was nervous when he said this because its weird to be in a boys room alone with him.
we sat on the bed together and he put his hand into mine. he kissed me and i kissed him back.
next thing i know we were laying down talking about anything and everything. my forearm was resting on his chest, and his arm was around my shoulder.
we talked about our christmas wishlists for the millionth time. i hope my gift for him was enough.
sooner or later, dinner was ready and i rolled over him and he grabbed me. then i got out of hid grasp.
"what are you doing?" i said loudly.
"nothing.. i just wanted to hold you for a minute. want to sit back down and.."
i cut him off. "no! what are you trying to do, jake."
he grabs me and pulls me closer and i push him away. he hugs me and kisses my forehead. he was always taller than me.
"im sorry. please forgive me."
i forgave him and we went to dinner. i didnt stay afterwards.

a/n
i dont really know what i did here. i feel like jake was just playing around and she took it the wrong way. whatever, but love you ❤️