Take it back

2.Explainations

"Do you Elizabeth Roehan accept Ethan Emmanuel Whiteknight to be your lawful wedded husband. For better and for worst. For sickeness and in health. For richer and for poorer. Till death do you part?"

"I..."

I can feel everyone's eyes on me.

"I..."

"Elli" I herd Mary's soft voice..

I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..
Please forgive me Mat.
I'm sorry...

I can feel a tear threatening to fall. But I have to stop it. I have to put up with this. This is the consequence of my actions.

Oh gods please tell Mat I love him.. so much I'm doing this for him..

"Elli?" Ethan's questioning voice..

"I...."

He look at me with such piercing eyes. Eyes that could pierce the soul. Such eyes that dares me to back out.

"I.." I felt a tear slip..

Mat.

I'm doing this for you and for everyone else.
Please do understand..

"I d-"

"ELLI!"

A familiar voice entered my mind.

I'm sorry..

"I do"

I finally answer..

After that It all went fairly well..

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(The night after the wedding)

"Can I see him now?" Elli asks the person sitting infront of her.

"What's deal is a deal dear." The person look towards her for a while before continuing her paper works.

"So, when?" Elli asks trying to conceal her nervousness.

"Elli" her mother sighed as if she's trying to explain a complex subject to a three year old.

"Give it a day or two. Let the news die down then you're free to do what you have to do with him."

"But I'm only allowing you to visit him for a day. Do what you have to do. And never see him again. Don't even try to do otherwise.." Her mother said with such emphasis leaving no room for discussion.

"I know what the deal entails mother" Elli answered back bravely. Besides she knows she completed her end of the deal and now her mother has to do hers.

"Good" she dismissed. .

Elli sigh as she exit the study room.

"What did she say?" Marry ask her worried bestfriend.

"Give it a day or two. Let the news die down" Elli answer back with so much hate in her voice.

"Calm down.. just a little bit more El" Mary tried to explain to her fuming bestfriend.

"I know.. I know.. its just I want to know how he is right now.. with what happened that day.." Elli explained back trying to stop the impending tears.

"It wasn't your fault El" Mary said with soo much conviction, wanting Elli to believe in her.

"It was.. and I dont think I can forgive myself Marry"

"So much happened.. it was suppose to be a perfect day you know.. with him trying to.. trying to.." the emotion became to much and the tears decided its their time to be released.